When you die how’d you like to go..

[Ouch]

I don’t mean how you die... but burial. I’m one of 4 brothers...my older brother was killed in 06... he was creamated shortlu after and we had a small get together in a park.

My younger brother died in 2008, he was 18... he was creamated quickly after. It took my family a good 6 months maybe longer to recover.. and my mom rented out this like.. town hall and it had woods and shelters next to it, got like hundreds of fliers printed up from like kinkos or whatever, got all of his old friend addresses and neighbors and sent them invitations... and I can’t remember for sure could’ve been more like 8-10 months after that’s how long it took us to process it.

A good 200 people showed up, I told my mom would speak way before I thought it’d ever happen... there was like a mic and a podium and shit and like I version he else I don’t like public speaking, especially about shot like the but I did. I said would and I don’t back out.

I said whatever I said... waited for the end of it and left for home.