Found this in my files PART 2. Dont think i ever dropped this either? Wtf

[Geno]

First things first, i dont know who i am
Cant tell weather or not im at home in my head
Theres way to many things i dont really recall
Like how i wound up in this physical vault
I visit my thoughts, but i cant remember the past
Run scrimmage and jog, but i have a memory lapse
A rat in a maze, eyes glazed off the fentynol patch
Ive done way to many drugs, i remember the bad
And somehow i never collapsed, i usually sat down
Its pretty bad when your entire youth is black out
I mean, ive lived a lot of shit, that i wished i'd forget
But i was sure there were good times that i cant recollect
Now im gettin to old for this ignorant shit, sick to my ribs
If i could, id lose my mind and claim ignorant bliss
But im stuck with the bad shit, and nothin but past sins
If we could go back, you'd see me redoing actions