i think i'm beginning to understand

[Geno]

Ayo bags. How old are you bruh? Just curious. And wanted to say that man. I really recognize the shit youve done for self improvement. The lifting and reading and shit. Bravo. Its odd. But sometimes im like... Wtf. Why am i NOT doing the same shit he is. Like wtf man. Idk. Have i gotten lazy. Maybe just a bit complacent now that ive got a good job and my own place/things i really just like to enjoy time doing nothing. Ive spent so many years running. Going from couch to couch and car to car just to aurvive that its nice to have free time thats actually free and i can do absolutely nothing.. But i think im atarting to his a point where im like man... I dont know how much more time i want to waste doing nothing. Im getting old. Out of shape. And just feel like im hitting a wall that needs to be broken through. Idk man

[Ghost1]

Originally Posted by Genocide

Ayo bags. How old are you bruh? Just curious. And wanted to say that man. I really recognize the shit youve done for self improvement. The lifting and reading and shit. Bravo. Its odd. But sometimes im like... Wtf. Why am i NOT doing the same shit he is. Like wtf man. Idk. Have i gotten lazy. Maybe just a bit complacent now that ive got a good job and my own place/things i really just like to enjoy time doing nothing. Ive spent so many years running. Going from couch to couch and car to car just to aurvive that its nice to have free time thats actually free and i can do absolutely nothing.. But i think im atarting to his a point where im like man... I dont know how much more time i want to waste doing nothing. Im getting old. Out of shape. And just feel like im hitting a wall that needs to be broken through. Idk man

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I feel u bro. its easy to get comfortable. eventually though you will want more....as youre realizing....its human nature. if I detailed out my 7 day weekly schedule a lot of people would get anxiety even seeing how active I am.....but I get anxiety when im NOT doing something to better myself or others....and I don't say that in a self righteous way. Once I started reading and going to school and focusing in on things I find to be particularly important and interesting I realize just how insanely little I know and how little time I have in comparison to learn what I feel I need to know to become well informed. Initially like you mentioned it started with getting myself eating right and working out.....that pulled me out of my depression ....once I was happy and my mind was clear to actually focus on my surroundings it was easy to see what mattered to me.

Gonna reply to that book thread later on to give you some reading ideas....but think about this.............what actually interests you man? I know its cliché but what would you do with the rest of your life if money didn't exist?