i think i'm beginning to understand

[veritas]

The opening statement was you caring about where you Have been and where you are going, the other was you saying you didn’t.


At any rate,

If you allow who you were to cripple who you could be then you are opposing yourself.

Now be honest and Elab on the Visio of the impossible future you please

[uh-oh]

The impossible future is me winning a megamillions/powerball type lottery and creating a massive compound in Idaho where I will have a legitimate harem of the most beautiful broken women i can find across the globe. I'd however breed with the largest ugliest woman I could find, either a direct import from some northern realm of europe, or just some failed WNBA player, until I have a son and heir. From there on out I'm basically being suck fucked by the harem with intermittent trips to ancient sites to honor the dead from battles no one but historians remember while taking in the great works of humankind. I will die with enough money for my son to do as he wishes, and give the rest away to people i find who remind me of me in shit situations.

But you will think this is me jesting, but like i said, its the impossible future.

Probable, or even improbable futures don't seem better than my present. Which is a predicament

[boof]

care to finish the sentence or did you just feel like reiterating your fear of talking about feelings unless its in a tumblr style rant to yourself on a hiphop forum

[Ghost1]

Now finish him

[Immolate]

Originally Posted by boof

care to finish the sentence or did you just feel like reiterating your fear of talking about feelings unless its in a tumblr style rant to yourself on a hiphop forum

imagine not knowing hip hop vernacular on a hip hop forum. that is the end of the sentence. try hanging out with the culture you pretend to represent, xir

[boof]

Originally Posted by Immolate

imagine not knowing hip hop vernacular on a hip hop forum. that is the end of the sentence. try hanging out with the culture you pretend to represent, xir

you mean the culture that taught you to inaccurately overuse the term SJW or the one in the forests of michigan or wherever the current white girl you're emotionally leeching off of lives

[Geno]

I feel you in here uhoh. Ive experienced a lot of the shit you talk about. Hope it gets better. I can honestly say i almost feel like i want to dip into depression now and again.. But depressed over what i ask myself? Fuck that. Idk man. Sorry i dont really have much for you. Bags is dping a goos job though. Bravo baggy

[Geno]

Ayo bags. How old are you bruh? Just curious. And wanted to say that man. I really recognize the shit youve done for self improvement. The lifting and reading and shit. Bravo. Its odd. But sometimes im like... Wtf. Why am i NOT doing the same shit he is. Like wtf man. Idk. Have i gotten lazy. Maybe just a bit complacent now that ive got a good job and my own place/things i really just like to enjoy time doing nothing. Ive spent so many years running. Going from couch to couch and car to car just to aurvive that its nice to have free time thats actually free and i can do absolutely nothing.. But i think im atarting to his a point where im like man... I dont know how much more time i want to waste doing nothing. Im getting old. Out of shape. And just feel like im hitting a wall that needs to be broken through. Idk man

[Ghost1]

Originally Posted by Genocide

Ayo bags. How old are you bruh? Just curious. And wanted to say that man. I really recognize the shit youve done for self improvement. The lifting and reading and shit. Bravo. Its odd. But sometimes im like... Wtf. Why am i NOT doing the same shit he is. Like wtf man. Idk. Have i gotten lazy. Maybe just a bit complacent now that ive got a good job and my own place/things i really just like to enjoy time doing nothing. Ive spent so many years running. Going from couch to couch and car to car just to aurvive that its nice to have free time thats actually free and i can do absolutely nothing.. But i think im atarting to his a point where im like man... I dont know how much more time i want to waste doing nothing. Im getting old. Out of shape. And just feel like im hitting a wall that needs to be broken through. Idk man

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I feel u bro. its easy to get comfortable. eventually though you will want more....as youre realizing....its human nature. if I detailed out my 7 day weekly schedule a lot of people would get anxiety even seeing how active I am.....but I get anxiety when im NOT doing something to better myself or others....and I don't say that in a self righteous way. Once I started reading and going to school and focusing in on things I find to be particularly important and interesting I realize just how insanely little I know and how little time I have in comparison to learn what I feel I need to know to become well informed. Initially like you mentioned it started with getting myself eating right and working out.....that pulled me out of my depression ....once I was happy and my mind was clear to actually focus on my surroundings it was easy to see what mattered to me.

Gonna reply to that book thread later on to give you some reading ideas....but think about this.............what actually interests you man? I know its cliché but what would you do with the rest of your life if money didn't exist?

[Immolate]

you legitimately didnt understand something we say 24/7 in the hood

stfu mike seriously man. you from ohio and you a white boy u aint on shit

and you even lost your fucking talent and became a wanna be black boy chance the rapper.

[boof]

Originally Posted by Immolate

you legitimately didnt understand something we say 24/7 in the hood

stfu mike seriously man. you from ohio and you a white boy u aint on shit

and you even lost your fucking talent and became a wanna be black boy chance the rapper.

lol what? i wasn't questioning your use of the word FAM you god damn lunatic i was asking if you were going to finish the fragment "if you dont stop with this SJW shit"

i legit dont know why you keep bringing up the hood to me

[Immolate]

i was gonna post earlier "if you were anybody else IRL id punch you in the face" but i love you and u just like, so fucking gay now it's sad as fuck

[Immolate]

im not a tough guy but i swear some of the shit yall niggas say to me online, i know on god you would not say in real life.

mans on some UC Berkley shit but would be silent as fuck in a room with the gang. go write a thesis on poverty in the ghetto or something you faggot ass xir

[Immolate]

i cant even say that shit cuz it sounds so gay. like i hate to say "i WOULD do this" id rather just do it. but the internet

it lets so many of you faggots speak when your teeth should be kicked in

[Immolate]

i already posted the addy so don't hit me with no internet tough guy nerd shit. i am available and right here.


now shut the fuck up

FUCK. i'm not that mad tho i just don't like all that gay shit. i'd never do nothing towards u cuz we been bros since i was 13. we just different roads now. goodbye peace i aint lookin back at this thread it make too gay

[Immolate]

im logging out now. SO SAY GOODBYE TO THESE. i legit hate you niggas except for uh oh.

[Cereal]

Originally Posted by uh-oh

why people view my way of life as not, how do i put it, correct?

hitting pretty deep depression potholes, the problem is though, if certain people and interactions weren't happening in life now, i would still be happy and content.

basically my job has ho's coming through now. office broads and corporate chicks. they see me running shit, ordering people around, doing twice as much work as everyone and my majestic beard and just slide out of their seats. which isn't the problem.

the problem is i enjoy their praise. one of the problems. but its weird. there is one corporate chick just throwing it at me, literally said she wants to fuck me in so many words but can't cuz her position and i almost took her in the breakroom then and there. but the problem is now im being a fag and doing shit to impress these ho's and getting in text conversations and blah blah

so the main problem is im entertaining female friendship with huge amounts of sexual tension.

but i'm not enjoying it mentally.

i assume the average person who has normal relations with women don't have these problems, but i've disconnected largely from society the past few years, and my interactions with most women have literally just been fucking. ive put too many pathways in my brain so now all i can do is overthink every normal interaction, and its crippling. also the success rate of it is killing me. usually i'll ruin something by now. but the other broad, not the one who flat out said it, does nothing but complain about her ex, how he's a piece of shit blah blah, and her current boyfriend, and she disses her current boyfriend by comparing him to me.

these are ohio 7's btw.

its making me uncomfortable.

might quit my job.

@veritas

mods delete this

same, i did quit my job.. the sad thing is i lost my faince over it and nearly lost my family - the ones crowding me

i say take the chance and ask the girl on a date imo

[Split Eight]

can I get some spark notes on The Uh Oh Chronicles

last I checked he was spraying up cars at Maaco and now he's thinking about bagging corporate coworker bitches?

I need to rewatch seasons 4-7

[uh-oh]

Still at maaco, do everything but spray cars tho. Im more bodywork side of things and making sure shit gets done and out as well. Now every car is gay and has computers in them so i have to scan shit in and out clear fault codes etc. I do to much.

The corporate people aint maaco corporate but from the conglomerate that bought our shop from the previous owner. Theyre trying to buy like 100 of them and blah blah. But theyre there training and seeing what can be improved which is basically everything but me

[Split Eight]

oh that's kinda cool then. didn't realize Marco was franchised. will your shop pay for you to get your ASE cert? would look good for them and you could use it to leverage way more money