The Bad Guy That Asked God To Save Me From One.

[Geno]

Wanna talk about hungry, i aint ate in some nights
The pain when i writes reflective of an angel in flight
the crowd that I draw, stencils of the satanist type
From anger and spite, collections of an atheist life
Another day in the light, will push me to a quicker decay
Or a chick where I lay, who never sees the bitch in her ways
Certain twist of the blade, catch me off gaurd when I lust
Flirting with pills, before they all dissolve in my guts
The coffin should shut, I wish it would one of these days
Cause nothing can save a man who's been wanting his grave
Keep on running away, distance closes in when fatigued
You wake up and run again, hoping this is a dream
But this is the cream of the crop, the crem de le crem
Lookin at less fortunates, what makes you better then them?
Like you've never been them, dead, homeless and broke
And you don't wanna be alone, what you call home is a joke
The aroma, the smoke signals you've been hiding behind
You've gotta face it all, opening one eye at a time
Going blind, trying to find drugs just to numb how you feel
When being inside your minds just as dumb as the field
The punishments real, detoxing for the lack of your funds
Oh -the things you would do, if you only had any guns
Tragedy comes to those who stand in your way
You can't make it without a fix, you've abandoned your faith
Well damnit, ill take a risk if something good comes along
Until then, better write a fucking hoook for this song
You look at me wrong, like where the hell you get the accord
To go and rob a man who's pockets are as empty as yours
I'm depressed to the floor, cause I'm still stuck in my ways
And it'll be this way until my death is fucking arranged
I got nothing to say, unless you really been through it all
There's no excuse for being soft, except your dick is to small
Didn't you all have a trial, or tribulations before
We've all been hit with shit, just have different ways to absorb
And I could rap for days if I want, or go and pray to someone
But can't be the bad guy that asked god to save me from one