Eleven

[Pharaohs Army]

What did you have in view?
Something brand new?
Something you could have a hand in to?
I’m just a new jack who wants to make two tracks.
Not lookin’ to see the money You stack.
You’re someone I hope to follow;
You wrote a novel.
You’re a distinguished artist - with more than a singular market.
Words I target. Blurbs. Retarded.
I’m just out & about.
Dropping raps & popping caps.
(and)
Whether or not you believe in heaven,
It would have sucked if I died when you were 11.
Whether or not you believe in heaven,
It would have sucked if I died when you were 11.

The clear choice; you wanted my real voice.
Instead of doing drugs and shooting guns.
Yeah I smoke pot; a whole lot.
Let this be the only time I blow your mind.
What do you want? A whole song where I tell you what I’ve done wrong?
..Let’s drink & smoke ‘til we think we’re dope..
It’s fun to spit Dumb Shit when the drums hit..
My time’s wastin; mind racin’.
Not bipolar; just High & never sober.
The sad fact is that I can’t rap.
I don’t try very much. That’s why my library sucks.
My Best work is my Next verse.
How can I still be free?, when the black & milds are killin’ me.
Who are we kidding?
I’ll never be successful like my siblings.
Yo, I miss when we did things.

Whether or not you believe in heaven,
It would have sucked if I died when you were 11.
Whether or not you believe in heaven,
It would have sucked if I died when you were 11.