Ever-Suffering, Forevermore. (A Poem)

[Adverse]

And so it goes..
The flames of enamorment were saturated by the rains of embarrassment
The trickling of reality proved too strong for whatever magic it was enchanted with
Found that glimmering sliver of light shining through a crack in the stone
But once I turned to excavate my escape there was no longer weakness in her walls
And as I clambered through obsession, you shattered my perception
Now I talk to a phantom in these glass panes, a man I’ve never met before
Monotony is a bear trap with its teeth in my ankle...
I’ll either have to tear my flesh from it or let nature have her way with me

Running circles in this labyrinth, still haven't found an answer yet
To how you could bury me and fill my soul with unrest
In the same. Fucking. Breath...
Should have ignored that spark in the dark, my supposed saving grace
That "guiding light" was just the last of the embers dying in this colorless, fleeting place

Bid me farewell as I decay in the furthest recesses of your mind..
Unreachable, in terrains impassable, ever-suffering, forevermore