Resin M-I-C

sral · 06-13-2018, 03:56 PM

"Regression" (2003)

Browsed through my wordpad shit and found this keyed story from last year. Enjoy.

Laying in my deathbed, praying God-to-give…
Solutions when cancer strikes… & knocks your odds-to-live
I hate my prov-I-dence, the world, I can’t take it no more
Popped some pills then felt the coldness of the floor
Wanted to slip into a long slumber
I tried calling it quits but dialed the wrong number
Then God picked up on the other, other of lines
Asked for my hospital room number & sent a brother of mine
Bringin a pitcher of water like everything’ll be fine when I drink
I was already dead, so I didn’t care what he had in the shit
He forewarned “You suffered all your life now He’s giving it back…
…Your dreams were shattered to pieces & now you’ll be living intact”
“But” he says “This is the fountain of youth & u gotta sip it with time…
Resin, you gotta wait and wait… you gotta stay sicker in nine”
Nine days? Aight, so I took his blessing and laid
Thinking I could withstand the final threshold of pain
So I agreed… and when he left I took the news see
And downed the pitcher quicker than a baseball groupie
A day later… a month after doc said the cancer spread too much
I was up dancing all over with the nurses on the bed and such
Released that night… I was wrinkle free
Docs at awe… throwing med books out for mythology
Came home, gotdamn, I was young again
Who knew praying hard had so much luck in em
Next day, gained hair back, looks flare at it’s best
But twelve hours later I was losing hair on my chest
WHAT IN THE… am I growing smaller?
6 foot 3 to 4 foot 7 … can I still be a baller?
Maybe I was being delusional… did I lose my ration?
Now saliva’s running down my lip in marathon fashion
Fell asleep then woke up feeling a little soiled
I just pissed on myself, I couldn’t help my urge to void
I was starving but couldn’t get up
Did my cancer come back? Or did my back just let up?
Man, I don’t know what’s happening
Three days ago I was dead and now I’m laughing and…
Craving for milk, but my hands didn’t feel stronger using
Lemme get this in writing before I can no longer do it
Dada goo goo ah ooo atch oh nit
Damn, I knew I shouldn’t have drank so quick
Hard breathing by myself, am I turning anemic?
Sat myself next to a mirror and saw myself turn to a fetus.

06-13-2018, 03:56 PM	#12
sral LARSLARSLARSLARSLARS Join Date: Aug 2014 Location: CRUMPETVILLE Posts: 8,605 Battle Record: 28-3 Champed - Gimmick Battle League - The Winter Topical - Topical Martyrs - Lime Green Poetry Association - Lyric Olympics - Art of Writing League - Guerrilla Writing League (2x) - Black August II Rep Power: 85899396	"Regression" (2003) Browsed through my wordpad shit and found this keyed story from last year. Enjoy. Laying in my deathbed, praying God-to-give… Solutions when cancer strikes… & knocks your odds-to-live I hate my prov-I-dence, the world, I can’t take it no more Popped some pills then felt the coldness of the floor Wanted to slip into a long slumber I tried calling it quits but dialed the wrong number Then God picked up on the other, other of lines Asked for my hospital room number & sent a brother of mine Bringin a pitcher of water like everything’ll be fine when I drink I was already dead, so I didn’t care what he had in the shit He forewarned “You suffered all your life now He’s giving it back… …Your dreams were shattered to pieces & now you’ll be living intact” “But” he says “This is the fountain of youth & u gotta sip it with time… Resin, you gotta wait and wait… you gotta stay sicker in nine” Nine days? Aight, so I took his blessing and laid Thinking I could withstand the final threshold of pain So I agreed… and when he left I took the news see And downed the pitcher quicker than a baseball groupie A day later… a month after doc said the cancer spread too much I was up dancing all over with the nurses on the bed and such Released that night… I was wrinkle free Docs at awe… throwing med books out for mythology Came home, gotdamn, I was young again Who knew praying hard had so much luck in em Next day, gained hair back, looks flare at it’s best But twelve hours later I was losing hair on my chest WHAT IN THE… am I growing smaller? 6 foot 3 to 4 foot 7 … can I still be a baller? Maybe I was being delusional… did I lose my ration? Now saliva’s running down my lip in marathon fashion Fell asleep then woke up feeling a little soiled I just pissed on myself, I couldn’t help my urge to void I was starving but couldn’t get up Did my cancer come back? Or did my back just let up? Man, I don’t know what’s happening Three days ago I was dead and now I’m laughing and… Craving for milk, but my hands didn’t feel stronger using Lemme get this in writing before I can no longer do it Dada goo goo ah ooo atch oh nit Damn, I knew I shouldn’t have drank so quick Hard breathing by myself, am I turning anemic? Sat myself next to a mirror and saw myself turn to a fetus. __________________ - Netcees Rebuttal Tourney - Art of Writing League (x 4) - AOWL Season 11 Champion (Undefeated Season)