Writing tldr

[Mike Wrecka]

Op maybe you just came to the realization that this hobby is a complete waste of time

It's something that can garner you zero enjoyment in the real world. Because you can't really discuss it with people offline.

Hi I write rap lyrics on the internet. Oh your a rapper? No I just write the lyrics for a bunch of other non rapping internet people to critique. That's not a convo I ever had.

Having a secret hobby isn't fun. It's strange. Shits lame af tbh. Ur seeing the light

[Witty]

A few people know about netcees in my life, most of them know I write as a passion, but honestly, some things you have to keep to yourself, some things are personal...if this is one of those things, there's no shame in that.

[NYCSPITZ]

dull boy i read all your posts in this thread for some reason. Seems slightly lame to be honest...why are you complaining? Just write something, in all the time u spent bitching about existential complexities we all have to deal with, u could've written a dope 16 lmao

[NYCSPITZ]

Originally Posted by Mike Wrecka

Op maybe you just came to the realization that this hobby is a complete waste of time

It's something that can garner you zero enjoyment in the real world. Because you can't really discuss it with people offline.

Hi I write rap lyrics on the internet. Oh your a rapper? No I just write the lyrics for a bunch of other non rapping internet people to critique. That's not a convo I ever had.

Having a secret hobby isn't fun. It's strange. Shits lame af tbh. Ur seeing the light

aren't u the one that suggested we hit up open mics bc topicals would sound dope on the mic?

[dull boy]

Originally Posted by NYCSPITZ

dull boy i read all your posts in this thread for some reason. Seems slightly lame to be honest...why are you complaining? Just write something, in all the time u spent bitching about existential complexities we all have to deal with, u could've written a dope 16 lmao

You're so smart. Why don't you tell me why.

[Witty]

I think the reason he can't write what he would like to is due to said existential complexities...very much like myself. But what do I know, I'm just a really drunk Irish man, watching old WWF footage, pretending I am still the beast of a writer I used to be.

[dull boy]

Originally Posted by Wise Wiggles

Shrooms are completely opposite then alcohol bro. You might reconnect with your true self. Watch a Terence McKenna lecture. Ever wonder why Santa Claus wears red and white and controls elves? I understand the different strokes shit, on the same hand, they make you take a deep hard look at yourself. They can unlock certain areas of you mind if used correctly. They are incredible teachers. Idk though. There are dimensions to reality. And they show you. Lsd hit me out of this universe on a full single hit. With micro dosing you split a hit in to 6-8. It's manageable I guess. Idk, it intrigues that hell outta me. Been drawing and coloring a lot lately. Give mckenna a try bro. Very interesting shit.

I hear you. Honestly, I struggle keeping a grip on reality when I'm sober. Doing mind altering shit makes it even harder. I'm constantly taking deep hard looks at myself. I'll admit, though, sometimes when I smoke weed I do forget all the garbage that's piled up and remember the way it feels to be light. It doesn't last, though, and the more I smoke the less I get that feeling. Maybe LSD would be different, but I'd be legit afraid of going insane.

[dull boy]

Originally Posted by Mike Wrecka

Op maybe you just came to the realization that this hobby is a complete waste of time

It's something that can garner you zero enjoyment in the real world. Because you can't really discuss it with people offline.

Hi I write rap lyrics on the internet. Oh your a rapper? No I just write the lyrics for a bunch of other non rapping internet people to critique. That's not a convo I ever had.

Having a secret hobby isn't fun. It's strange. Shits lame af tbh. Ur seeing the light

It's only a secret because I don't know anyone in my personal life who writes rhymes. If I did, then cultivating rhymes here would translate into the real world quiet easily. Also, I could hit up open mics if I so chose. I've never had any shame or feelings of being lame because I post rhymes online.

[dull boy]

Originally Posted by Witty

for me it gave me a border within which I could create

I always tended to feel the same way. It's like the lines for you to color in.

[Mr. J]

A lot of people around my town make music...I never socialize with them because they are thee worst..
I remember this guy I used to ball with took me to his brothers friend house with a Mic that smelled like tooth decay & 4 Lokos...

Met this white dude who was like....shit Blood In Blood Out...the fuck is his name


anyway...good times....good times...hilarious times actually...

[emcee squared]

Originally Posted by Mike Wrecka

Op maybe you just came to the realization that this hobby is a complete waste of time

It's something that can garner you zero enjoyment in the real world. Because you can't really discuss it with people offline.

Hi I write rap lyrics on the internet. Oh your a rapper? No I just write the lyrics for a bunch of other non rapping internet people to critique. That's not a convo I ever had.

Having a secret hobby isn't fun. It's strange. Shits lame af tbh. Ur seeing the light

Finally told bro the ugly non-truth of nothing, last month or so
it hurt a lot of real people

[big baby]

u FUCKA sux dewd giv et ^!!

lmoa

[Ghost1]

I've not slept since u left..........

[NYCSPITZ]

Originally Posted by dull boy

You're so smart. Why don't you tell me why.

It's due to sexual polarity in my opinion. I can't tell if you're masculine or feminine or neutral, but you aren't finding your polarity with the hoes (or dudes or w/e) and it's fucking you up tbh. If you are masculine find a feminine girl if feminine vice versa. Once this aspect is complete you can reach further toward true freedom and joy which from a cursory glance includes writing for you. You just seem confused atm. It's ok been there just stay focused.

[Beretta]

I honestly wish I never wrote a rhyme, or got involved in text battling/writing/rapping. I still walk around thinking of rhyme schemes or concepts sometimes. Feel like I could be thinking/focusing on more important things during that time and it's annoying. It's slowly fading away, though. I know dull boy's mind must really be fucked, lmao

[PancakeBrah]

Originally Posted by dull boy

I don't know if it's laziness or apathy, but there were times when I would spend an hour browsing the vocabulary in my memory for the perfect word. Or reworking the way a line was worded in order to fit a scheme. There was a net in the back of my head as I went through-out my day, scooping up concepts or phrases to be used later in a rhyme. Lately, I'll get an itch to write on a topic, but when I sit down to do it I find the task to be too challenging. I've forgotten the tricks and formulas that used to make punching out a verse as easy as breathing. That, and it just doesn't seem to matter much anymore. The rare moments when I do actually do something I deem worthy of posting, it's generally just rhyme schemes that I glue together with the semblance of meaning.

Thanks for sharing, asshole.

Wow I feel the same way please type more?