So you may know I have recently been diagnosed with OCD

[veritas]

What is the obsession that the compulsions ease?

[Witty]

Originally Posted by Nigger Jim

What is the obsession that the compulsions ease?

The obsession is that one day I will become evil, not right now, but in the future. That I will do evil things to those I love and that I will lose my sense of humanity and my moral compass. The things I do calm that somewhat, and if I don't do them I sink to a dark place where I often feel like killing myself is the only way to ensure I die a good person. I also obsess that if I don't do it I will get some sort of disease as punishment.

Welcome to my mind people, it's awesome lmao

btw I have never attempted suicide, I always manage to pull myself through it, because I have to.

[Pharaohs Army]

Originally Posted by Witty

The obsession is that one day I will become evil, not right now, but in the future. That I will do evil things to those I love and that I will lose my sense of humanity and my moral compass. The things I do calm that somewhat, and if I don't do them I sink to a dark place where I often feel like killing myself is the only way to ensure I die a good person. I also obsess that if I don't do it I will get some sort of disease as punishment.

Welcome to my mind people, it's awesome lmao

btw I have never attempted suicide, I always manage to pull myself through it, because I have to.

I hate to 'box anyone in' to a particular diagnosis, and I admittedly don't know the ins&outs of psychology, but (hate to tell you) this sounds a little bit worse than OCD... like, schizophrenia or some shit. Be careful mang