Does thinking about death depress or motivate you?

[uh-oh]

i "fear" death all the time. not really the dying aspect, but just the fact that every time i think about dying, i am that much closer to dying. every day time goes by a little faster, and i'm just racing to infinite nothingness

its unsettling and i do not like it.

but we all die. so i indulge in my FANCIES and will return to the all when it is time