VERITAS CHALLENGE DAY 7: SUNDAY FUN DAY

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Originally Posted by uh-oh

i decided that it was to egotistical and conceited to be in love with myself basically.

CUZ I AM GOD GET IT.

but on a serious note if you are referencing the god of an abrahamic religion, as a YOUTH i went to church sometimes? i remember at least like a sunday school thing, and then into the early teens. maybe just like 11 or 12 i would stay over at my buddies house and if it was a saturday night that meant i had to go to church with them on sunday. just remember being bored and trying to SCURRY off and kiss and hold hands with his cousin. i remember a "lock in" where basically the kids who attended that church would stay the night and play jesus games and stuff. and i was trying to make out with that chick, and we all went to sleep in like a library room and i was trying to crawl to the girls side and get my little dick wet without really knowing what to do and failing.

but yea i don't know if i was ever religious. i remember the exorcist haunted my youth as well after watching it alone, and experiences with a quija board or however you spell it compounded the matter into thinking my house was haunted and etc.

but on the whole i don't think i was ever in with god, to be out of it.

i was in with video games and football, later video games drugs and loose women, now just video games drugs and music.

fascinating.


So basically you turned away from God because you equate him to your sexual failures, and thus became your own god to where you could cover your shame? fair?