StarStuded vs 87' Fresh

trap. · 01-23-2013, 10:04 AM

posted on 05-05-2005

.StarStudEd.

Topic = Consumed By Alcohol

the bottle is cold, almost frozen, my mind is loaded
with enough hurt and pain to have another...i noted..
that my head hurt,right?..right..yea,becuz is still does
still drinking to change time back.......to what it was
not to what it is...fuck...listen, listen to me goddamnit
pass the bottle.pass the glass. dont argue just hand it
back to me..please.
.
.
if i could count every mistake,
every fuck up
everytime i dropped the weight
i was told to carry
told to maintain
the list goes on, so spare me
i tried to count
i climbed on my roof
looked over
and aksed why i couldnt count past
100 proof.
but maybe no answer, was what i needed
captain morgan never talked back
never bleeded, pleaded,
to me..to be..with him
call me crazy
call the bottle neck thin
but when thats all u have
u have, no other choice..
but to listen.
& i piss constantly, every hour
another year down the drain
down the toilet
again, call me insane
my heart wont wince
becuz my mind takes
pissing your life away
in a literal sence.
and since, thats all i got
i forgot,
what i used to have
now no excuse
you're your own worst enemy,
but the bitter truths..
of this shit is..
is that this story is actually kind of true
even tho
..it may not relate to u
so understand..that when alcohol is all u got
thats all your life is..
yet consuming life...is wrong,
but letting alcohol consume u..feels so right
now to make a long story short...
.
.
i fucked up my own life.

87 Fresh (http://www.411hype.com/member.php?u=6568)

"I was raised under my uncle's roof
Taught me how to count up to a hundred proof" - Slug
---------------------------

Jealous Lunacy

I remember when I heard clever men
Say you're better than, me..
I ignored it, to me - that was never said
That was never said..
.. that was never said

I looked up to her - looked like she got around, it seems
She told me to keep my head up, only 'cuz she looked down at me
She used to drown my pleads in the mist of her anger
I wanted to stop, but what if I could get rid of the danger
That's impossible, it's more than love - & I think it's deep
She was the girl of my dreams - but I never got a wink of sleep
Thought of her at night, and I cried.
I cried.. God damn, how I cried..
So I cry and I cry, and she lies and she lies
And I die and I die, so she tries and she tries
But she can't -
Everywhere in town she's worthless
How one word can bring down a person
Faithful..
..faithful
She tried to be, she put that promise on her mother's grave
But why is it that we always got a 7 10 split on lover's lane
As if you weren't meant for me, but by all hectic means
Im'a make this work, cuz baby girl - you were meant for me

But I, grow jealous &..
I remember when I heard clever men
Say you're better than, me..
I ignored it, to me - that was never said
That was never said..
.. that was never said

It happened again, year after year
I drop tears after tears
It's a new fear after fear
I drop tears after tears
Couple of months passed, I wasn't trying to catch a case
But I felt like murdering him after he grabbed your face
Hopped out the car & told my boy to pass the blade
Left him with his throat cut, and before that I snatched his chain
I'm shaking, shaking.. thinking I'm good 'cuz I'm holding my bitch
I could hear the sirens - and I told her, if I ain't having you, nobody is
.. I remember that day, I'm still waiting - year after year
Sitting in prison for life, month after month - tear after tear

How's that for being crazy in love.

01-23-2013, 10:04 AM	#1
trap. Senior Citizen Join Date: Aug 1997 Posts: 3,870 Battle Record: 4-3 Rep Power: 0	StarStuded vs 87' Fresh posted on 05-05-2005 .StarStudEd. Topic = Consumed By Alcohol the bottle is cold, almost frozen, my mind is loaded with enough hurt and pain to have another...i noted.. that my head hurt,right?..right..yea,becuz is still does still drinking to change time back.......to what it was not to what it is...fuck...listen, listen to me goddamnit pass the bottle.pass the glass. dont argue just hand it back to me..please. . . if i could count every mistake, every fuck up everytime i dropped the weight i was told to carry told to maintain the list goes on, so spare me i tried to count i climbed on my roof looked over and aksed why i couldnt count past 100 proof. but maybe no answer, was what i needed captain morgan never talked back never bleeded, pleaded, to me..to be..with him call me crazy call the bottle neck thin but when thats all u have u have, no other choice.. but to listen. & i piss constantly, every hour another year down the drain down the toilet again, call me insane my heart wont wince becuz my mind takes pissing your life away in a literal sence. and since, thats all i got i forgot, what i used to have now no excuse you're your own worst enemy, but the bitter truths.. of this shit is.. is that this story is actually kind of true even tho ..it may not relate to u so understand..that when alcohol is all u got thats all your life is.. yet consuming life...is wrong, but letting alcohol consume u..feels so right now to make a long story short... . . i fucked up my own life. 87 Fresh (http://www.411hype.com/member.php?u=6568) "I was raised under my uncle's roof Taught me how to count up to a hundred proof" - Slug --------------------------- Jealous Lunacy I remember when I heard clever men Say you're better than, me.. I ignored it, to me - that was never said That was never said.. .. that was never said I looked up to her - looked like she got around, it seems She told me to keep my head up, only 'cuz she looked down at me She used to drown my pleads in the mist of her anger I wanted to stop, but what if I could get rid of the danger That's impossible, it's more than love - & I think it's deep She was the girl of my dreams - but I never got a wink of sleep Thought of her at night, and I cried. I cried.. God damn, how I cried.. So I cry and I cry, and she lies and she lies And I die and I die, so she tries and she tries But she can't - Everywhere in town she's worthless How one word can bring down a person Faithful.. ..faithful She tried to be, she put that promise on her mother's grave But why is it that we always got a 7 10 split on lover's lane As if you weren't meant for me, but by all hectic means Im'a make this work, cuz baby girl - you were meant for me But I, grow jealous &.. I remember when I heard clever men Say you're better than, me.. I ignored it, to me - that was never said That was never said.. .. that was never said It happened again, year after year I drop tears after tears It's a new fear after fear I drop tears after tears Couple of months passed, I wasn't trying to catch a case But I felt like murdering him after he grabbed your face Hopped out the car & told my boy to pass the blade Left him with his throat cut, and before that I snatched his chain I'm shaking, shaking.. thinking I'm good 'cuz I'm holding my bitch I could hear the sirens - and I told her, if I ain't having you, nobody is .. I remember that day, I'm still waiting - year after year Sitting in prison for life, month after month - tear after tear How's that for being crazy in love.