WEEK SIX: PHARAOHS ARMY 2-3 vs BROKENHAL0 0-0 PA WINS VIA DQ

Pharaohs Army · 01-08-2021, 09:56 PM

Never black out on shrooms

Thought I’d get retarded in my college apartment.
Empty stomach & some orange juice vitamin C. (I)hope I don’t vomit.
Empty feeling, from last night’s oxy and weed.
Asked a friend to trip with me & he agreed.

Never black out on shrooms.
Flat on your back in the middle of the room.
Close-eyed Christmas fractals before I black out (& pass out)
Not going to get in to why I was trying it.
Come to; the living room carpet is a magical 3D environment.
Me and a friend, shadows on the wall for amusement.
One should have proper set and settings but I would abuse it.

Weeks & months later smoking weed is no longer enjoyable.
The paranoia and anxiety make it deplorable.
Irrational thoughts can trick the mind horrible.
What could only be described as a near-death experience.
Maybe I died. The crazy events & mental sickness had me fearing it.

I wasn’t the same.
Months later, failed out of college and still fucking insane.
Then comes the cry for help - something worse than trying to yell
Suicide attempt and the psych floor.
One night, my life is what I had to fight for.
Group sessions, people even worse than me.
2 weeks in the hospital; I yearned to be free.
All I can say is that what can heal the mind, is time.
Mine is fine, as of the conclusion of this rhyme.

All of this is true.. I also went back ta school..

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01-08-2021, 09:56 PM	#6
Pharaohs Army Banned Join Date: Aug 2014 Posts: 2,956 Battle Record: 6 - 14 Rep Power: 0	Never black out on shrooms Thought I’d get retarded in my college apartment. Empty stomach & some orange juice vitamin C. (I)hope I don’t vomit. Empty feeling, from last night’s oxy and weed. Asked a friend to trip with me & he agreed. Never black out on shrooms. Flat on your back in the middle of the room. Close-eyed Christmas fractals before I black out (& pass out) Not going to get in to why I was trying it. Come to; the living room carpet is a magical 3D environment. Me and a friend, shadows on the wall for amusement. One should have proper set and settings but I would abuse it. Weeks & months later smoking weed is no longer enjoyable. The paranoia and anxiety make it deplorable. Irrational thoughts can trick the mind horrible. What could only be described as a near-death experience. Maybe I died. The crazy events & mental sickness had me fearing it. I wasn’t the same. Months later, failed out of college and still fucking insane. Then comes the cry for help - something worse than trying to yell Suicide attempt and the psych floor. One night, my life is what I had to fight for. Group sessions, people even worse than me. 2 weeks in the hospital; I yearned to be free. All I can say is that what can heal the mind, is time. Mine is fine, as of the conclusion of this rhyme. All of this is true.. I also went back ta school..