i think i'm beginning to understand

[uh-oh]

Originally Posted by Ghost1

Lol. Start exercising and eating better. U will feel better. I know ur waiting till ur 30 or whatever the fuck but if u blow ur brains out in the tub before summer because women at your job find you attractive then you may not have the chance?

word. i only ate 2 egg sandwiches.

i'm weening into the diet. excersise wise im just gonna be a fag and do a million pushups, i need to find some type of pullup bar i can install at home as well. so if i don't go through with my plans i can have something strong enough to support my weight when i hang myself

but nah really though i cut out soda completely, just coffee in the morning now and water the rest of the day, and i stopped hitting fast food altogether. it got ridiculous. like 50 bucks a week. wendys/bk/rallys etc. lunch wise im back on my baby spinach salads with turkey and parmesan with italian dressing.
easing into the diet so its easier to commit when 30. just cutting out garbage, but still over eating dinners and random egg sandwiches to drown out feelings

i also just copped a 200 dollar fitbit for no fucking reason other than i can pretend it will help me get in shape, and also because i enjoy the dopamine hit when i get the package delivered notification on my phone