Just viewed three of my past lives during self-hypnosis

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i've only lived 2 lives other than my own, i was an evocati of the roman legion, though i never made centurion. upon returning to capua after my initial enlistment i couldnt adjust to the normal daily civilian life. i strangled my wifes mother with her toga and killed her slaves. i was insane so i re enlisted. towards the end i was fighting under quintus servilius caepio, and was one of the first romans to die in the battle of arausio. me and the other evocati refused to do any of the normal legionaire work, since we had seniority and served out our initial terms. maximus that ho ass nigga had all his evocati doing drudge work too trying to inspire greater cooperation with his troops. this pissed caepio off, and when the battle happened maximus and caepio couldnt coordinate there forces and the cimbri and teutones cut through us like butter. i don't feel bad tho because just about every roman with mars' blood died that day. some cowards fled, but the men of us died like good romans.

my second life was in western pennsylvania/south eastern ohio. my brother was in the brady rangers and served under sam brady. i was resourceful and my brother put me to use scouting as i had the run of the hooligans in my home town. when they would go out scouting we would scout any paths and trails they couldnt/weren't necessary to there mission. i killed 13 native savages. 7 of them at once in a bloody event that hurts my soul to this day. we came upon them in camped, there was a pregnant woman, a mid wife and about 14 men. we fell upon them like the white devils we were. i killed one man with my musket, one man with my pistol and i stabbed another to death with my bayonet. one of my men bashed the midwife into the face and she fell into the fire, and while the pregnant lady was screaming and wailing my blade entered under her chin. as we left we heard the wails of a baby. im assuming that when she died everything gave way. her bowels and her vagina. and she pooped out her baby. im assuming it died there beside the fire as we went on our way.

now im reborn. this life ive been given is to make up for my terrible deeds and do right. i have killed no one in this life, though i have tried to part my shame onto others through my fists. this has only served to further blacken my soul, so for the rest of this life im just trying to stay out of everyones way and help them if i am ever able, and put everyone else before me. its a hard life, but i feel a couple lifetimes of this should wash the rust from my soul and let me rest at ease in infiniti