Un-beautiful Life

Geno · 04-25-2021, 12:18 PM

Would sell his soul if he could change the past
And a few of these mistakes made over a taste of ass
Face the facts, its one of those funnier days he's had
Raised his glass, drank until the pain was trashed
A brainiac, who stays stuck in his head for days
His time bombs tickin over these beds he's made
A bitchs feminine ways creates his fetish for hate
If he'd of let'er be he'd be a lot better today
brought a baby in the world and ain't know for a year
The paternity test results what he totally fears
Choked on his tears, mixed in with so many beers
Over a daughter in his life he ain't know would appear
Coke on the mirror, tryina make his thoughts escape
Talks insane, afraid his fucking life's been tossed away
Another baby on his plate, what she cost to raise
scratchin his head, to late for that abortion rate
She tells him..

i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize

But the kid ain't mean to ruin his night
All she came here to do is live her own beautiful life
She grew up despite the hate and despair
And laughs when people say her life isn't as crazy as thiers
At a young age wanted to run from the storm
And away from her parents who fought just because she was born
Looked at the pouring rain, afraid, tired of being a burden
Feeling the pain, how much could fucking be in one person!?
Her demons were perfect, the curses, and the blood in her veins
Her fathers addictions, and mothers would uncover her fate
The steps she would take to avoid the feelings she fought
The feelings of fault, that caused her world to really dissolve
building a vault, concealiing the thoughts she wouldn't share
Cause it was easier to hide, then to find people who cared
Scared, seemed like people were scarce, and nature would hit
Like a brick -she gets high, calls it the only way to exist
Shes like...

i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize

Met the world at the peek of her highs, she cried
Cause a drug abusive life's one of the weakest designs
Peoples decline, the hypodermic needles, the crime
The creature inside, that let'er know'er dreams weren't alive
but she's just a product of whats broken at heart
so many scars, from battles she fought cause her folks were apart
nobodies fault but her own -right? nah, fuck that!!!
who's fault was it when she wanted to know where the loves at
s'why she found out quick where the dopes and the drugs at
learned the ropes as a rugrat cause her dad openly does that
a young waste of youth, s'what it is when you face the truth
turn the volume down, so loud she couldn't face the music
headaches, excuses, to catch cases, using, basing, boozing
brace for the news when she od's off her favorite amusement
this is just a taste of the future, can't let it advance
But she's young and loves the drugs, instead of her parents
Singing..

i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize

04-25-2021, 12:18 PM	#1
Geno White Earl Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Philly Cat. Posts: 12,354 Battle Record: 10-15 Accomplishments - Open Mic HOF (4x) Champed - Netcees Writers League - Write Week I - Write Week 8 Rep Power: 50036761	Un-beautiful Life Would sell his soul if he could change the past And a few of these mistakes made over a taste of ass Face the facts, its one of those funnier days he's had Raised his glass, drank until the pain was trashed A brainiac, who stays stuck in his head for days His time bombs tickin over these beds he's made A bitchs feminine ways creates his fetish for hate If he'd of let'er be he'd be a lot better today brought a baby in the world and ain't know for a year The paternity test results what he totally fears Choked on his tears, mixed in with so many beers Over a daughter in his life he ain't know would appear Coke on the mirror, tryina make his thoughts escape Talks insane, afraid his fucking life's been tossed away Another baby on his plate, what she cost to raise scratchin his head, to late for that abortion rate She tells him.. i dont fucking need you dad i just love these needle tracks don't know what it means to laugh means to cry, or the reasons why people lie my comfort is being high this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize But the kid ain't mean to ruin his night All she came here to do is live her own beautiful life She grew up despite the hate and despair And laughs when people say her life isn't as crazy as thiers At a young age wanted to run from the storm And away from her parents who fought just because she was born Looked at the pouring rain, afraid, tired of being a burden Feeling the pain, how much could fucking be in one person!? Her demons were perfect, the curses, and the blood in her veins Her fathers addictions, and mothers would uncover her fate The steps she would take to avoid the feelings she fought The feelings of fault, that caused her world to really dissolve building a vault, concealiing the thoughts she wouldn't share Cause it was easier to hide, then to find people who cared Scared, seemed like people were scarce, and nature would hit Like a brick -she gets high, calls it the only way to exist Shes like... i dont fucking need you dad i just love these needle tracks don't know what it means to laugh means to cry, or the reasons why people lie my comfort is being high this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize Met the world at the peek of her highs, she cried Cause a drug abusive life's one of the weakest designs Peoples decline, the hypodermic needles, the crime The creature inside, that let'er know'er dreams weren't alive but she's just a product of whats broken at heart so many scars, from battles she fought cause her folks were apart nobodies fault but her own -right? nah, fuck that!!! who's fault was it when she wanted to know where the loves at s'why she found out quick where the dopes and the drugs at learned the ropes as a rugrat cause her dad openly does that a young waste of youth, s'what it is when you face the truth turn the volume down, so loud she couldn't face the music headaches, excuses, to catch cases, using, basing, boozing brace for the news when she od's off her favorite amusement this is just a taste of the future, can't let it advance But she's young and loves the drugs, instead of her parents Singing.. i dont fucking need you dad i just love these needle tracks don't know what it means to laugh means to cry, or the reasons why people lie my comfort is being high this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize __________________ *-A.bove T.he R.est* Last edited by Geno; 05-03-2021 at 06:27 AM.