taking a 5th to the head right now...fucked up

[Chyeahhh!!!]

got word a few hours ago a childhood ace of mine got killed back home. Niggas will never know what and where I came from and what I had to leave behind to get where I am today in all aspects. Wish he could of had the same inclination to come with me but different walks. That life he lived aint worth what he left behind and I'm godfather to this daughter, born the same month and year as mine. Me and him been rocking since like sneaking into the theatre to watch Juice and shit and his lil girl looks just like him man that shit just melts me. It's like 1 in the am here and my folks and friends are sleep while I'm dealing with this just had to vent to suttin. Flying back tomorrow no advance notice given at work or to nobody and my lil girl gotta be there with his man I'm fucked up. I'm MIA from everything here right now fuck leagues and all that. See ya'll