i'm really trying to figure out religion

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like i feel i'm not stupid enough to be religious. but then i feel i'm being too harsh on those religious. they probably aren't stupid. they are just ignorant of certain facts.

but then i think like, there are people who know alot of the facts but still choose to be religious. and thats where i'm like, i dunno, i can't figure out if they are stubborn, just stuck in there ways, or if they are actually stupid.

also i was thinking too. jews and the messiah. the jews claim jesus wasn't the messiah. they still wait for the messiah to come and save them. but yo, what if religions are real for the sake of this line of stoned sunday morning reasoning. and jesus WAS the jewish messiah. as i've detailed before he was crucified between two thieves, and they wrote king of the jews above him to let everyone know what would happen right. well as i've detailed before, the jewish word for thief translated to greek is bandit, and bandits were REBELS in the roman vernacular. so jesus the king of jews was crucified between two other rebels with the designation of KING.

so my theory obviously is he was rallying the jews to get the roman occupation out of palestine, he was the jewish messiah, the son of god sent to get the pagans out of the holy land and he would unite the jews blah blah. he gathered a following/army, he was beloved by the common jew, and hated by the jews in power because the jews in power were in the pockets of the roman overlords

and he failed. he was caught, scourged and crucified.

so if there is any god to believe in, it would be MARS, or JUPITER. i guess it would be jupiter since it wasn't a battle fought and jupiter was zeus basically the god of all roman gods. jupiter won.

jupiter and his followers quelled the rebellion of the jew god. sons of jupiter killed the son of yahweh or whatever.

yet people aren't roman pagans anymore. somehow they worship a loser.

just random sunday morning thoughts for this dead text board.