Contrast or Conrads?

[Mr. J]

I'm...twisted in a vision mixed with the emissions
admittin' I'm very different when my state of thoughts missin'
addicted to the high but when I'm lifted I'll dip in
do the salsa with a midget until my erection kicks in
tips him over and I get blamed for gettin' to the point
I'm driven with joy but I hate the absurd scriptures deployed
I'm gettin' annoyed but after a hour I dismiss it as coy
enjoy the minutes when I'm in it I'll need limited noise
I smash heads, bored out my mind with a violin and coke line
dreamin' of Spring and December and a million other times
like....like....potent prophecy those notes are ghost & gone to me
while I brood in hopeless harmony, hoping Hope would honor me
open the door so I can continuously quote the GOAT, the God in me
I suppose it's a inside joke to poke fun at those who commonly...
ordinarily....basically take offense to the shit you say...honestly
fuck that, and I quote "fuck that" who am I under the impression
just another exception another twist on another expression
til' I make another connection and you can tell me what is accepted
I'm sorry I'm beside myself...fin