i killed cupid and buried his little ass in my basement

[Just Write]

I've known you for years, since we were sixteen and stupid
Both believed in cupid; Serene conclusions.
Life was music. closed eyes as i swayed to your rythm
But memories that were, now fade in the distance.
Your ways were sadistic, always playing the victim
But only you and I knew what you portrayed wasn't fiction.
the reasons are vague, but you were strangely addictive
And i was way too persistent with making you mine.
Tie a rope around my neck and hang me tonight
As i ride this roller coaster of emotions and try to cradle my pride
It's only right i confess in a letter & never in person
Where you'd tear out my heart; maybe it would lessen the burden
All this stress and the hurting, the lessons i'm learning
Seem to be exponentially essential in the steps to maturing.
Hopefully apart we can both be a better person
Baby you'll always be in my heart, even though you don't deserve it