O.C.D. Knock Knock motherfucker (vent)

[Natural]

I'm locked in a box with brain rott from the drawn out drama
Ocd knocks on the top of my skull, maybe its my dang karma
Look closely at my dish pan hands from the self harm I do
To much washing and over caution, is this raising alarms for you?
Antibacterial charm ensues when I think about arial disease
I wanna just bury these worries and reach a fuckin treaty
I'm beating this shit, relieving the deceiving greedy demon
I'm filling this bottomless pit, causing the illness problem to quit
Life is a murderous bitch, deserting, it'll split hurting a bit
My soul is bleeding and needing a medikit to keep on breathing
Emptyness. My friendliness trait is taking a monstrous beating.
Social recluse my consciousness is eating itself to commit suicide
Admit to a ruined life and indulge in the lows of the self loathe
Dehumanized by the numerous lies and let the revenge grow
One day ill be an unhinged door and fly off of the handol(handle)
Now let's end the story by putting out the flame to the candle