Lies and deceit

[Lost in Thought]

Feelings of hopelessness make it impossible to cope with this
Its like boat'n if I was sailin over land on a broken ship
This moment is over with like the life of a float'n fish
Flow'n with the 'current' tho the past is wat I'm soak'n in...

My actions are controlled by emotion, which are dictated by who?
Fixated on you, wonder'n which way I should move
switch stations n cruise wish'n I could quit wait'n on you
This statements a clue, cant twist fate cuz I'm done with the sick taste of the truth

Stressed to the max, under the pressure I crack
Dead from the acts of lessors tho I'm better than that
From the head of the pack to the back with the rest of the trash
Cuz Lies move mountains unless they colaps by connect'n the facts...

Under this mask is incredible pain, smiles come and go but they never remain
Clever and sain, going crazy over stupid shit like the weather and rain
Trust is a train and once it crashes its never the same
The tracks lead to no where, just a measure of shame

Shaping letters to blame when the fault is undeniable
Puttin faith in a person, can't hault the unreliable
Confused by the muse cuz the truth is undecidable
Put the music on silent like the mute is Delightable

The sound of my hurt is equal to the sound of my worth
A mound of earth on my chest cuz the weight of my heart is a pound of dirt
Speeding down the straight away and as I'm round'n the turn
I curve ino the curb cuz I'm drownd'n in thirst

Thirst for truth tho it would be a first for you
You flirt then dupe and it proves I'm worthless too
Tying these lines into a nervous loop cuz it works to use as a perfect noose
How I feel about you? the pain on my face is certain to... be a wordless clue

The lies never conclude and the climax is invisable
Overwhelmed by the truth try'n to act like its minimal