Mistreated

[Natural]

I've been walking around much different than you all
As my god looks down indifferent to my run into a fall
The fun has come to a stall as I hunch over and bawl
I'm tired of being ran over by the family members involved
No names to hammer to the wall, they know who they are
Words are like arrows flung into the heart, rip it a part
Down play my sickness and embrace the wicked you got
Addicted to inflicting misery on me, scissoring memories
Mentally I bleed the chemistry we once had has deceased
It was replaced by a disease called the blood line enemies
I've untied my tongue and unleashed the anger I've built up
The ammunition can is filled up with reality, yeah the real stuff
You can beat me down, increase the rounds, I always heal up
I'm here to give you a taste of ya own medicine and take reign
Of your spirit and kill it like you did me in the haze of concealment
I crave revenge and fulfilling from within, it pays to be willing
Am I crazy? The villain? The good guy justified for how I'm feeling?
I suppose you can take notes and make your own judgement
Either way I don't care, I'm not here to declare myself nothing
I'm no role model to marvel at, I just give back what's been given
If you wanna stay out of the list of this little written and be forgiven
It takes two to resolve the beef we've been spending our time on
If your in you can believe that I'm on the same page and line drawn
I'm on the same side your on, so let's get to work and combine strong