The Light

[ill nik-A]

I know the light exists
But before I exit…
I might just want to ignite a kiss
The storm is perfect
Is it the same wife I miss?
They say we change
But to forgive develops character
A call may seem strange
I embarrassed her
my flaws caused pain
She circled the calendar
I crossed the line
Cannot hurdle parameters…
The result was time
I wasted much of it
The fault was mine
So I faced the consequence
Regret now assaults the mind
So I disgraced the prominence
Any thought that shined…
Of what was the foundation
Happiness & it’s synonyms
now can consult frustration…
while I’m riddled in
lost perception
What is real?
I sought her mentions
What I feel
Please kiss me good bye
Where are you?
Forgive me don’t cry
Share our views…
From when you said I do
I need you to comprehend the truth
Let me defend why too
Just tell me where are you?
I see the light
but I need to see you first
I can’t see you right
Conceived through blurs
There’s no belief through words
It’s too late for actions
past obsessions poured your blood
The craze & passion…
Absorbed your love
I embraced attraction
Before you left me
Though at fault
Death is empty
I need you baby
The light escapes
Seems too crazy
The night awaits
let me see you before I vanish
please I need you
the force of panic
weak & see through
remorse & anguish
Too late for apologies
I’m not concerned for my soul
The reaper’s hate shows no modesty
leading the path where murderers go
& yet I’m scared
The last thoughts hurts us the most
Life removed from the electric chair