The Struggle is Real.

Wutzit Tewya · 05-12-2018, 01:08 PM

I lack drive and motivation. No determination..
My only aspiration is to face my termination
because every turn I'm takin..I'm turning into satan.
Not like he is him..It's like I'm turning into satan..
The more mistakes I'm makin, the more I fear and hate em..
The points that point against me..there's just no way to debate em.
My name has been disgraced 'n...I lost my fuckin' place in..
My family and life..it's sorta like the ice I'm skatin
is about to crack and cave in. There's no way I can save it..
My heart and all my guts are spilled and layin on the pavement..
But they're just getting trampled on. Laughter in my face. It's like my bills are late and I just ain't been makin all the payments
So now they're in collection. I'm bleeding in the trenches..
Im pleading to meet death and I just hope for resurrection
Cause there's only one direction.The only way I'm headin..
Straight into and ending that's the exit of despression..
I've only been regressin'. Been lonely and a mess n
I been fightin it to lighten it but I don't have a weapon.
The ammos stacked against me. It's loaded and it's deadly..
My fam is rollin on me and the pressure's gettin heavy..
Didn't have a chance to save it. Have a chance to change it..
Was kept from me for months. She built it up to make the changes..
And suddenly it changes. It's like we're fucking strangers..
She clubbin while she's unaware the depth of all these dangers..
I've wept and I've been angered. I begged 'er and I've nagged 'er...
I can try to build a front but in my back are all the daggers..
But to her it doesn't matter. A dozen years and after..
A kid and all the laughter everything in me is shattered..
I ain't pickin up the pieces.There's nothing left to mend..
Googled how to tie a noose and I won't leave any loose ends.
Bad part is it's considered. More often on the daily.
Even though I know I shouldn't I can't figtht the thought. I'm failing.

Exis · 05-12-2018, 01:34 PM

This would fly in audio...

Wutzit Tewya · 05-12-2018, 07:15 PM

Meaning it would BE fly in audio?...or just this type of stuff isn't gonna fly in OM? Pretty vague feedback and I'm not sure what ya mean.

Current faggot · 05-15-2018, 02:29 PM

The flow is dope...I could see this on a Eminem circa 2005 type beat. I loved this. Keep doing ya thang

2tripple0 · 05-19-2018, 10:39 PM

Umm dont know about putting this on an audio er whatever but i guess so.... anyways this was actually the best thing ive read all night good for you man.... im not exactly sure what u want for feedback or how to like break this down but yeah i enjoyed the read here best thing ive read all night....

05-12-2018, 01:08 PM	#1
Wutzit Tewya Junior Member Join Date: May 2018 Posts: 12 Rep Power: 0	The Struggle is Real. I lack drive and motivation. No determination.. My only aspiration is to face my termination because every turn I'm takin..I'm turning into satan. Not like he is him..It's like I'm turning into satan.. The more mistakes I'm makin, the more I fear and hate em.. The points that point against me..there's just no way to debate em. My name has been disgraced 'n...I lost my fuckin' place in.. My family and life..it's sorta like the ice I'm skatin is about to crack and cave in. There's no way I can save it.. My heart and all my guts are spilled and layin on the pavement.. But they're just getting trampled on. Laughter in my face. It's like my bills are late and I just ain't been makin all the payments So now they're in collection. I'm bleeding in the trenches.. Im pleading to meet death and I just hope for resurrection Cause there's only one direction.The only way I'm headin.. Straight into and ending that's the exit of despression.. I've only been regressin'. Been lonely and a mess n I been fightin it to lighten it but I don't have a weapon. The ammos stacked against me. It's loaded and it's deadly.. My fam is rollin on me and the pressure's gettin heavy.. Didn't have a chance to save it. Have a chance to change it.. Was kept from me for months. She built it up to make the changes.. And suddenly it changes. It's like we're fucking strangers.. She clubbin while she's unaware the depth of all these dangers.. I've wept and I've been angered. I begged 'er and I've nagged 'er... I can try to build a front but in my back are all the daggers.. But to her it doesn't matter. A dozen years and after.. A kid and all the laughter everything in me is shattered.. I ain't pickin up the pieces.There's nothing left to mend.. Googled how to tie a noose and I won't leave any loose ends. Bad part is it's considered. More often on the daily. Even though I know I shouldn't I can't figtht the thought. I'm failing.

05-19-2018, 10:39 PM	#5
2tripple0 death warmed over Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Downstairs illstreet dam Posts: 2,564 Battle Record: 6-21 Rep Power: 0	Umm dont know about putting this on an audio er whatever but i guess so.... anyways this was actually the best thing ive read all night good for you man.... im not exactly sure what u want for feedback or how to like break this down but yeah i enjoyed the read here best thing ive read all night.... __________________ https://soundcloud.com/user-876573949/ https://soundcloud.com/user-634430314/

05-12-2018, 01:34 PM	#2
Exis ............ Join Date: Jul 2013 Posts: 3,934 Battle Record: 3-3 Rep Power: 0	This would fly in audio...

05-12-2018, 07:15 PM	#3
Wutzit Tewya Junior Member Join Date: May 2018 Posts: 12 Rep Power: 0	Meaning it would BE fly in audio?...or just this type of stuff isn't gonna fly in OM? Pretty vague feedback and I'm not sure what ya mean.

05-15-2018, 02:29 PM	#4
Current faggot Senior Member Join Date: May 2018 Posts: 233 Rep Power: 0	The flow is dope...I could see this on a Eminem circa 2005 type beat. I loved this. Keep doing ya thang