i don't know what i want

[big baby]

I dont know what I want
surface dwelling alone at the swamp
oak in a marsh, soul searching proverbial want
more or less spawns of monsters nobody needs
you were my star spangled banner. I was taking a knee
subterranean breeze, vitamin pond, still smell your perfume
every once in a blue, Dahlia Divin creeps in the room
black lagoon creature. months of despondent malaise
never under the same moon, but always got in your way
every constant is change, every constant in chains
sheriff to my merits, conversation warranted pain
follow the tunnel light or walk amongst shade
political topic terrain. a boxer on the ropes
you taught me to love; to love to be alone
hundred teeth, sunk in deep. rusting at the bone
propaganda prone. meditative combative state
post traumatic melodic drama
copacetic cathartic static
momentary sedative saga
cautionary tape over skeleton skull in the closet
mama said to me never mince words with misses karma
megabit verbage. sapient alma. inner trenches of prison
velvet and soft linen, cotton henley makeshift pajama
couldnt figure you out…
kissed crevasses in your skin you were indifferent about
awkwardly distant to things that slipped through my mouth
look at you now..
blood soaked sinful devout
the untolds dripping, gun smoke cigarette clouds
love grows thinner when sun strokes negligent doubt
what comes, goes
hum low under floor boards or they’ll figure us out
self destruct sequence, count to zero with me
feel your feelings metamorph like metaphors in the breeze
i don’t know what i want, just know what i need
better go home before I’m awoke and i see you
momentary passes, focused entropy seams
beams of light bustling through cracks in the stream
pockets of time like globules; skip stones in ravine
everything’s loud even when the volumes negative three
nothing we do can salvage this irreparable dream
que pena me da, que lo tienes sentir
shouted to leave, as i whispered the please