Crystal Complex

[fresh]

Looking through glass
I see myself as I reflect
The moments that have passed
Life is done in reps
It's spinning much to fast
A maelstrom of my regrets
Envelops me like a mask
and it takes away my breath

The thunder rages under tasteless sky's while younger faces smile
In this chapter of life the pages blunder by and encumber shapeless guile
No wonder age is vile, because the previous events we see in sequence
The deviance imprints itself tediously hence why expedience is pent
I'm tarnished from the hail that I harness when the carnage is inhaled
Garnished and impaled by the heartless as they harvest every fail
Soon the darkness will unveil what would once shimmer in the light
Brightness hindering my sight now I linger in the night, misery takes flight
Luminous affects cause me to ruminate aspects of life without scrupulous intent
I want to be humorous again at a numerous percent without hallucinogens
Everybody is encompassed by a cloud of comforting convictions
Stuck inside the circumference of a shroud, suffering infliction
But an uplifting depiction can be encrypted from the misery ensued
You can change the shape of history and cut the injury literally in two

A riddle in the form
of geometric shapes
scribbled in a storm
that's taking on my traits
I'm crippled from the thorn
and shaking from the weight
stippled and deformed
from this aura I create

Never have I been stuck inside a cage that made me feel so close to home
Severed from my rambunctious tidal waves that the ocean throws unknown
The water hits the cool air and crystallizes beneath the midnight sky
The breeze is met with some resistance and so the crystals fled right by
And the emotions set upon them will make certain they create
A slideshow of all shapes and sizes not predetermined by fate

At the end of the day
I know why it is I try
because it is true what they say
that beauty is in the eye
of the one who holds the day
and with the time that has gone by
I know I must embrace
the beauty before I die