veritas

[uh-oh]

aight. so i was going really deep into depression for a minute there. lowest of all my lows. the majority of it was all put on by myself and my dumb brain.

now im back to my baseline normal status where an egghead doctor would probably say im depressed but im fine.

but yo. anxiety is ridiculous. i've never had panic attacks or none of that but im actually getting physical side effects which almost makes me believe this isn't pseudo science made up to make pussies feel better

im afraid the goon in me is going to lash out if i get too pussy to prove i ain't pussy as this is how i've dealt my whole life

thoughts?