06-19-2018, 12:07 PM | #281 |
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If you actually took anything for what it is you’d realize I struggle greatly with self hatred
You struggle with self righteousness You speak from above people and belt them with rocks, I speak from their sides but throw thing s in the air to hit him. |
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06-19-2018, 01:03 PM | #283 |
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Why do you hate yourself?
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06-19-2018, 01:07 PM | #284 |
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Tons of reasons. One main one relevant to the discussion would be my inability to see myself as a decisive winner without needing the approval of a made up audience. Like I have to rationalize things to a person or persons that exist in my own conscience and are my polar opposite otherwise I’m wrong.
I don’t think it’s healthy to hate yourself or love yourself too much either way but I’m not sure many people can find a good balance. I also think people are insane or naive if they’re perfectly balanced. Wish I was naive. |
06-19-2018, 01:11 PM | #285 |
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Interesting.
How does that affect your relationships with people? |
06-19-2018, 01:36 PM | #286 |
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once you are able to love yourself entirely you will be able to let your ego die. |
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06-19-2018, 01:45 PM | #288 |
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bags out here giving motherfuckers free sage advice
not long ago he was writing sociopathic tirades about defecating on your infant newborn for disrespecting him. how the turn tables. |
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lol repped
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06-19-2018, 02:30 PM | #292 |
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he speaks....
lol life is good brotha. Can't complain a bit. You had an El Salvadorian jerri curl when I went ham on you a few years back. Glad you came around
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06-19-2018, 03:24 PM | #293 |
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Hahaha facts
Good to hear that my man
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I feel like to go down that path i would have to someone become ignorant to myself? If that makes sense. Doesn’t seem healthier |
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You're wrong.
Love yourself a little more and hate less. What you are basically saying is, you don't accept you for who you are but yet want to be accepted by peers. Accept yourself. You are you. No one of thing is going to change that but you. |
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Fuck that self hatred shit
Ima Fucking god nigga tf I don't even know who tf I've become but I love it rt
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that may be part of whats holding you back though...its not something that can be legitimately conceptualized without actualization I think yes.....if you misinterpret what love is and then attempt to chase it with an idea of solely benefitting yourself then you would run the risk of narcissism and a toxic inflated ego but don't delude yourself into thinking that ignorance is bliss and severing portions of yourself would help you love yourself fully.........by definition this is flawed logic self awareness is the first step towards loving yourself completely and entirely. We need to be able to recognize our flaws and sacrifice our ego.... the ego wants us to think we need to be perfect in order to be something worth loving. |
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Why do you compare yourself to others anyways?
There is the problem. Your only competition should be the person you were yesterday. I try and better myself every day and live to live better then I did the previous day. Nothing or anyone will take that away from me BUT me. |
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I think you’re both confusing me comparing things to specific others and society and stigmas as a collective thing
I don’t hold myself to being “good” by the idea of someone else is better but by the idea that I’m not beneficial enough to society Kind of. Idk fully lol. I see where bags is coming from but I feel I’ve reached some of those points and they’ve led me further from what you’re saying is the goal |
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