In heaven as on earth

2tripple0 · 08-17-2018, 12:51 AM

I dont really know that much.......
Im a thick forrest thats covered itself in disgust......
Its a setting its a paradise its an earth thats all knowing
If theres a fire we can smoke it if theres a clue than we can prove it
Am i struggling for the wrong reasons
If my mind is lost then why are we still not speaking
Why does this line not explain everything i want it to mean
Is there something underneath it is there a song that aint have to repeat
So many questions not enough happy endings
But stillsome catastrophies can have many blessings....
Im lost im so frustrated
Why when i was a young boy was i such a stupid fuck who was always complaining
It wasnt my fault my life haunted cause i always felt so small
I havent dealt with the pain cause im always so appauled
I havent been able to know cause i wasnt able to walk
I try my best to be capable but in the end my body just stahled
I wanted to ball i needed to change up my style er something
But i ran a couple miles and now life is too confusing
I made things so complex for so long....
That all that i seem to expect isnt far from beyond...,
In between the words stretching across the bars.....
Im frank with witt all the lessons i learned imprinted ghastly scars....
Im a planet that aint want to be sappy cause i named it after mars.....
My pain it seems was dandy cause all the reason i found out to be a farce.....
Yeah i read stories and i wrote a few er whatever........
But it seems in order to redeem the truth i aint have to be sweet with pleasure....
Id rather know that here in this dimension.....
I am a waking fear and i havent been invented.....
Im just music on a page a loser with no stage.....
Im a production let out in a vein....
Wish i could explain.....
I didnt have to lose i didnt have to fill myself with pain....
I didnt have to get so goddamn aggressive......
I thought i was the man guess now ill never learn my lessons.....
Guess now this little perfect world i created.....
It seems is now uncertain since it feels extremely humiliated.....
It has no respect or any love for me anymore.....
Guess now even my blood has decided im going to be ignored.....
Once again im destroying my past......
All these cats is shiesty straight toying with the way i played my hand...
Guess ill have to start over er something
Decide why i acted like such a loser why i aint have a world worth loving.....
I shouldnt have acted such a way......
I aint want to be so dumb please teach me how to play....
Please give me some positive results....
Guess i was primitive in a way cause i decided why not indulge.....
Now i feel resourceful and i can retrace my steps
But i am not immortal i must not teach to blame cause i aint know what to expect....
Guess thats where it ends..... struggling to make amends.....
Glad i aint so puzzled no more but now its going be difficult to start again.....

Yeah fuck.........

Exis · 08-17-2018, 07:18 AM

I dont really know that much.......

^^The realest shit you've ever said...

08-17-2018, 12:51 AM	#1
2tripple0 death warmed over Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Downstairs illstreet dam Posts: 2,564 Battle Record: 6-21 Rep Power: 0	In heaven as on earth I dont really know that much....... Im a thick forrest thats covered itself in disgust...... Its a setting its a paradise its an earth thats all knowing If theres a fire we can smoke it if theres a clue than we can prove it Am i struggling for the wrong reasons If my mind is lost then why are we still not speaking Why does this line not explain everything i want it to mean Is there something underneath it is there a song that aint have to repeat So many questions not enough happy endings But stillsome catastrophies can have many blessings.... Im lost im so frustrated Why when i was a young boy was i such a stupid fuck who was always complaining It wasnt my fault my life haunted cause i always felt so small I havent dealt with the pain cause im always so appauled I havent been able to know cause i wasnt able to walk I try my best to be capable but in the end my body just stahled I wanted to ball i needed to change up my style er something But i ran a couple miles and now life is too confusing I made things so complex for so long.... That all that i seem to expect isnt far from beyond..., In between the words stretching across the bars..... Im frank with witt all the lessons i learned imprinted ghastly scars.... Im a planet that aint want to be sappy cause i named it after mars..... My pain it seems was dandy cause all the reason i found out to be a farce..... Yeah i read stories and i wrote a few er whatever........ But it seems in order to redeem the truth i aint have to be sweet with pleasure.... Id rather know that here in this dimension..... I am a waking fear and i havent been invented..... Im just music on a page a loser with no stage..... Im a production let out in a vein.... Wish i could explain..... I didnt have to lose i didnt have to fill myself with pain.... I didnt have to get so goddamn aggressive...... I thought i was the man guess now ill never learn my lessons..... Guess now this little perfect world i created..... It seems is now uncertain since it feels extremely humiliated..... It has no respect or any love for me anymore..... Guess now even my blood has decided im going to be ignored..... Once again im destroying my past...... All these cats is shiesty straight toying with the way i played my hand... Guess ill have to start over er something Decide why i acted like such a loser why i aint have a world worth loving..... I shouldnt have acted such a way...... I aint want to be so dumb please teach me how to play.... Please give me some positive results.... Guess i was primitive in a way cause i decided why not indulge..... Now i feel resourceful and i can retrace my steps But i am not immortal i must not teach to blame cause i aint know what to expect.... Guess thats where it ends..... struggling to make amends..... Glad i aint so puzzled no more but now its going be difficult to start again..... Yeah fuck......... __________________ https://soundcloud.com/user-876573949/ https://soundcloud.com/user-634430314/ Last edited by 2tripple0; 08-17-2018 at 08:09 PM.

08-17-2018, 07:18 AM	#2
Exis ............ Join Date: Jul 2013 Posts: 3,938 Battle Record: 3-3 Rep Power: 0	I dont really know that much....... ^^The realest shit you've ever said...