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Old 08-14-2019, 03:55 AM   #1
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Default @lars. This must be it. Its older. David llama era shit.

unfortunately, there's more to me than what i express
if i could put it in words, you would think im summoning death
if i sum it up in a breath, i'd suffocate fore im through
imagine the hatred in me, while i contain it for you !!!!!
can't hang with the truth, but i can blend with the lies
if your word is your bond, why is it bending it with mine
instead of defying, try to comprehend while i'm here
i found my dream girl, and i wish she never appeared
the devil is near, these problems run deeper than love
just scratching the surface, everything beneath it is mud
so i'm lethal with drugs, heartbreak -depression n rage
my true love was alcohol, especially when were engaged
i'm never afraid, to talk about the thoughts in my head
but then again, if i talked you'd prolly all get upset
cause and effect, so if realities a step i cant take drunk
then alcoholics are fucced, why the hell cant they run ..?

pride and paranoia, the pair that has imprisoned my soul
praying for sanity, prepared to find a different approach
i live in this globe, apparently designed by my demons
so this air that i breath, is just another sign of my weakness
I'm trying to beat this, repetitious pattern i weave
my original sins, the self inflicted habits of greed
i subsequently have to proceed, past the point of return
I'm to clean, to relapse against my poisonous germs
the voice of concern, is all the hell i hear when you speak
call me possessed when ..the only evil in this mirror is me
but appearance deceives, intervenes when the truth is defined
and the lies, are what produces lines between you and I
I used to try, and always wanted what i hated to be
my love is my life, why did you have to take it from me...?

the lonely life, searchin but I can't find companionship
or maybe just, i don't understand what a companion is
so answer this, why don't you even care my hearts hurt?
not perfect yourself, but i never share those harsh words
another sharp swerve and wrong turn, my vision is tunnel
sure.. your a sexy beast mah, but i don't live in the jungle
more innocent -humble, u take advantage of all the above
layed myself on the line, just for you to walk on like a rug
until lightning struck, i was to blind to see your true side
in-between trust n love, is apparently where the truth lies
two confused minds, ones older -and I'm tired of pain
but if i go to sleep now, i just might die where I'm laying
privately praying, but god's probably enjoying the show
i did the devils work once, didn't think he would torture me tho
i look at less fortunate folks, and i still feel no compassion
even though i have a heart, it bleeds through open gashes

been working hard to reach goals, won't buckle from stress
but I was sent here for the struggle, and I'll suffer to death
my concepts stay focused, waiting for something to change
my progression remains hopeless, afraid I'm stuck in my ways
I need a new trade ..just an idea that my company raised
problem with that, addiction is my only companies traits
I must be insane, the voice within my heads getting louder
tellin me do drugs n be a failure, but I'm failing without'em
counting the days going by, I'm twenty eight years deep
if you live and you learn, guess you graduate when deceased
i just aggravated the beast, annoying the women i love
my gene pools liquor n drugs, but cant swim when I'm drunk
and if that isn't enough, im drowning and hardly afloat
know what its like to die, the lord pardoned me though
a god awful approach, thats why i asked him for help
but walk around like christ, no sense in asking myself

I'm still bumping my head, and all i wanna do is react
but can't climb the wall, i built when my ruins collapsed
I produce an unusual laugh, everytime i notice a new brick
maybe i miss the misery, and can't cope with improvement
supposed to be human, but I won't accept imperfections
never settle for less, yet my rep is less than impressive
sexual preference, searching for an earth to hold hands with
though the sex is intense, when she isn't worth my romantic
romance is.. well -I'm just flirting with death and disease
almost definitely, aroused by percocets like a sexual tease
can't regret being clean, but doubt the demon's absenteeism
humor the dead me n laugh, sort of found a happy medium
hate the path its leading in, its almost like I'm ready to use
but don't ever judge me, unless you've walked in 70 shoes
when i get in the mood, maybe I'll change these concepts
for now.. hip hop has saved me, i can't explain the logik..

i know your looking for change, but the pains what i have to feel
if my world turns around, then somebody else grabbed the wheel
brake pads that squeal, make it harder for me to stop movement
love u hate u -fuck u trade u, I mite be lots of things -but not stupid
this is hip hop music, I write the real and I'll never stray from that
whats my life like?... nigga, if u had a clue you'd be afraid to ask
can't explain my past, then again -who the hell ever said lifes fair?
guess I'm just living my dreams out, to bad they were nightmares


....i don't know how much longer i can pretend like this.
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Old 08-14-2019, 07:04 PM   #2
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Old 08-15-2019, 03:20 PM   #3
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