Recent Life Occurances and Decisions - Page 2

uh-oh · 06-21-2014, 08:09 PM

you are past your prime

whether you want to have kids or not is beside the point

whether you have aids is beside the point

go to jail, do your time, get out, get help, mentally.

you can't convince me you are making a good decision. it is a stupid decision, and no matter how you try and spin it you can't convince yourself either.

5 years from now when you are in a prison cell, and been there for 3 years you will be thinking, shit if i didnt run i could be getting out about now. but nope i've only done 3 years on my extended sentence of 10+ just so i could run state to state like a vagrant posting on netcees from public libraries

BROKE LESNAR · 06-21-2014, 08:42 PM

Rawn, I know this is going to sting, but Uh-Oh is absolutely right, bud. He could have worded his opinion a bit more eloquently, but he is spot on. Rectify this now before you destroy yourself and ruin everything you care about. This isn't about the police, or your interpretation of their job duties, or what you've accomplished at this point. This is about bad decisions with harsh consequences and your inability to confront it. I'm past the point of being judgmental because I honestly believe you don't need a friend right now, you need somebody to step in and tell you that what you are doing is irresponsible and self-destructive. You have lived a unique life, one of which not many folks on here will ever be able to relate to personally. A life that has brought you happiness and heartache. But in that happiness, the heartache is beginning to outweigh every great memory and will eventually destroy the life you have sought to make yours.

Please turn yourself in, take responsibility, once again as you did the previous 2 times, and get past this so you can move on with your life and into the next chapter, where you can look back and recognize that where you're at now is much more pleasant than the alternative.

I know you want to do the right thing here. I know you're worried, frightened even of what will happen when you turn yourself in. But I will tell you this, I will respect you so much more for this. Only scumbags and derelicts shirk their responsibilities and make excuses for avoiding them. You're not a scumbag. Or a derelict. You are so much better than this thread. Than your predicament. Turn yourself in. I'm praying for you, bud. No matter what, stay safe.

Rawn MD · 06-21-2014, 08:54 PM

@uh-oh

firstly, i dont have aids

secondly, i dont think this is a good decision...

I'm sayin im stuck between a rock n hard place...but im going to push on the rock 4 a while, knowing it aint going to, regardless that hardplace still going to b a hardplace no matter what...

Call it self-deception, bad faith, stupidity, but whatever ... one thing is going to stay the same, one has a slight variability.

Either way, Im fucked...im just trying to enjoy what I can b4...and my quality of life, whether past my prime, or in it...is going to decline with time...so i'd rather have it now.

BROKE LESNAR · 06-21-2014, 08:58 PM

Man, lol. You should have talked to me BEFORE you crossed the red line. It's much easier to talk somebody off the ledge than to try and reason with them as they are plummeting to their death.

Rawn MD · 06-21-2014, 09:20 PM

@BROKE LESNAR

i agree whole heartedly...

the problem is the variability of the outcome, although told 3-5, its not assured..

andi cant afford legal representation and the PDs, although some good ones, are paid out the same pocket as the DA..so i dont have much confidence in them providing ample representation when they are ultimately paid by the state who r trying to bam u uo.

BROKE LESNAR · 06-21-2014, 09:51 PM

There are resources to get a defense attorney pro bono, not a court-appointed attorney. At least in my state. I can research for you if you PM me. I can't promise anything bc of your prior convictions but hope is hope regardless how much is in abundance.

veritas · 06-21-2014, 09:57 PM

Turn yourself in. Do the time.

Rawn MD · 06-21-2014, 10:35 PM

broke peep ya pms

but i looked into pro-bono defense..lawyers are supposed to do 2 a yr...but ill take ne help i can get.

Strikta · 06-22-2014, 02:49 AM

Rawn I need to holler at u famo.

Mike Wrecka · 06-22-2014, 08:52 AM

@Rawn MD , 3 years is light work tbh

you will prolly get out in two years . just get it over with.

you are acting like your facing life and shit. get it done man.

Hush · 06-22-2014, 11:24 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Constrikta

Rawn I need to holler at u famo.

Lmao
White trash unite

NYCSPITZ · 06-22-2014, 12:56 PM

GET $$$ FUCK BITCHES!!!!!!!!!

Sharp · 06-22-2014, 02:06 PM

Stay safe, you're a good guy so I really hope this is the right decision for you

namix · 06-23-2014, 01:22 AM

lmfao wtf

i been doing the every-other-week frequency on the board for a minute here, but every time i come on there is a more serious goodbye posted and more serious time pending.

that trend is just a small reflection the overarching (and compounding) problem here.

shit will just keep getting worse until you decide to (1) OWN IT, and (2) CHANGE.

its really that simple... it's not just the law, it's life dude.

you know there's no lack of love from my side pawtna. but classic songs on a broken record are the hardest to listen to and easiest to hate on...

i DO wish you the best, but any decision to ride a downward spiral longer just brings you closer to the floor.

The sooner you own it, the sooner you can change, the sooner you can write a book. Sure, they've been done a million times... why? because they haven't stopped selling. in 3 years you can still be young enough to connect with the audience as you do 'D.A.R.E.' speeches and book tours, and sell more books.

or you can run - and never sell a book (less you give yourself away), only to watch netcees.co co-author your story on the pen-name Rawn M.D.

Your choice, sir -- get rich, or get caught eventually :)

El Muffin · 06-23-2014, 05:51 AM

Ight broski. Im not here to judge.

Wish you the best.

Godspeed

Frank · 06-23-2014, 02:16 PM

Netcees will be around when you get out of Prison

Diode · 06-23-2014, 03:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hush

Lmao
White trash unite

my thoughts exactly

gone

Diode · 06-23-2014, 03:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Muff Diggity

Ight broski. Im not here to judge.

Wish you the best.

Godspeed

arent you supposed to be on a ship in antarctica

El Muffin · 06-23-2014, 11:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Diode

arent you supposed to be on a ship in antarctica

Correction

In the middle of gulf of mexico

Off n on wifi

Were anchored down so I have a connection..sometimes

I work like 12hrs a day so im usually too exhausted to browse..so I sneak up to comm tower n steal wifi to browse nc like a g

Holler my nigs

Rawn MD · 06-27-2014, 06:40 PM

Ive attained legal councel by the lawyer who represented me originally...

and we all greatly under estimated the duration of time i would have spent inside

GREATLY

thank god i didnt turn myself in yet.

06-21-2014, 08:09 PM	#21
uh-oh DA GOD Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Canton Ohio Posts: 12,362 Battle Record: 1-0 Champed - Beat Battle II - Beat Battle V - Beat Bags Rep Power: 84181417	you are past your prime whether you want to have kids or not is beside the point whether you have aids is beside the point go to jail, do your time, get out, get help, mentally. you can't convince me you are making a good decision. it is a stupid decision, and no matter how you try and spin it you can't convince yourself either. 5 years from now when you are in a prison cell, and been there for 3 years you will be thinking, shit if i didnt run i could be getting out about now. but nope i've only done 3 years on my extended sentence of 10+ just so i could run state to state like a vagrant posting on netcees from public libraries __________________ EVERYBODY I KNOW GOT WEED OR GOT POWDER BUT I AINT GOT EITHER. GOT ALOT OF DEMONS

06-21-2014, 08:54 PM	#23
Rawn MD Get MacDon Join Date: Dec 1969 Posts: 2,168 Battle Record: 3-7 Accomplishments - OM HOF Rep Power: 0	@uh-oh firstly, i dont have aids secondly, i dont think this is a good decision... I'm sayin im stuck between a rock n hard place...but im going to push on the rock 4 a while, knowing it aint going to, regardless that hardplace still going to b a hardplace no matter what... Call it self-deception, bad faith, stupidity, but whatever ... one thing is going to stay the same, one has a slight variability. Either way, Im fucked...im just trying to enjoy what I can b4...and my quality of life, whether past my prime, or in it...is going to decline with time...so i'd rather have it now. __________________ FFC>FCC A. bove T. he R. est

06-21-2014, 09:20 PM	#25
Rawn MD Get MacDon Join Date: Dec 1969 Posts: 2,168 Battle Record: 3-7 Accomplishments - OM HOF Rep Power: 0	@BROKE LESNAR i agree whole heartedly... the problem is the variability of the outcome, although told 3-5, its not assured.. andi cant afford legal representation and the PDs, although some good ones, are paid out the same pocket as the DA..so i dont have much confidence in them providing ample representation when they are ultimately paid by the state who r trying to bam u uo. __________________ FFC>FCC A. bove T. he R. est

06-21-2014, 10:35 PM	#28
Rawn MD Get MacDon Join Date: Dec 1969 Posts: 2,168 Battle Record: 3-7 Accomplishments - OM HOF Rep Power: 0	broke peep ya pms but i looked into pro-bono defense..lawyers are supposed to do 2 a yr...but ill take ne help i can get. __________________ FFC>FCC A. bove T. he R. est

06-22-2014, 08:52 AM	#30
Mike Wrecka WOW Join Date: Jan 2013 Posts: 3,521 Battle Record: 29-25 Champed - Writing Challenge League I Rep Power: 82779335	@Rawn MD , 3 years is light work tbh you will prolly get out in two years . just get it over with. you are acting like your facing life and shit. get it done man. __________________ A.bove T.he R.est

06-21-2014, 08:42 PM	#22
BROKE LESNAR βгοкε ㄴεςηαг Join Date: Jun 2013 Posts: 2,245 Battle Record: 9-4 Champed - 1-2 Punch League Rep Power: 12760961	Rawn, I know this is going to sting, but Uh-Oh is absolutely right, bud. He could have worded his opinion a bit more eloquently, but he is spot on. Rectify this now before you destroy yourself and ruin everything you care about. This isn't about the police, or your interpretation of their job duties, or what you've accomplished at this point. This is about bad decisions with harsh consequences and your inability to confront it. I'm past the point of being judgmental because I honestly believe you don't need a friend right now, you need somebody to step in and tell you that what you are doing is irresponsible and self-destructive. You have lived a unique life, one of which not many folks on here will ever be able to relate to personally. A life that has brought you happiness and heartache. But in that happiness, the heartache is beginning to outweigh every great memory and will eventually destroy the life you have sought to make yours. Please turn yourself in, take responsibility, once again as you did the previous 2 times, and get past this so you can move on with your life and into the next chapter, where you can look back and recognize that where you're at now is much more pleasant than the alternative. I know you want to do the right thing here. I know you're worried, frightened even of what will happen when you turn yourself in. But I will tell you this, I will respect you so much more for this. Only scumbags and derelicts shirk their responsibilities and make excuses for avoiding them. You're not a scumbag. Or a derelict. You are so much better than this thread. Than your predicament. Turn yourself in. I'm praying for you, bud. No matter what, stay safe.

06-21-2014, 08:58 PM	#24
BROKE LESNAR βгοкε ㄴεςηαг Join Date: Jun 2013 Posts: 2,245 Battle Record: 9-4 Champed - 1-2 Punch League Rep Power: 12760961	Man, lol. You should have talked to me BEFORE you crossed the red line. It's much easier to talk somebody off the ledge than to try and reason with them as they are plummeting to their death.

06-21-2014, 09:51 PM	#26
BROKE LESNAR βгοкε ㄴεςηαг Join Date: Jun 2013 Posts: 2,245 Battle Record: 9-4 Champed - 1-2 Punch League Rep Power: 12760961	There are resources to get a defense attorney pro bono, not a court-appointed attorney. At least in my state. I can research for you if you PM me. I can't promise anything bc of your prior convictions but hope is hope regardless how much is in abundance.

06-22-2014, 02:49 AM	#29
Strikta 39 NS, lost in votes once Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 11,242 Battle Record: 32-40 Champed - Time to Kill X - Write Week III Rep Power: 84181449	Rawn I need to holler at u famo.

06-22-2014, 12:56 PM	#32
NYCSPITZ SYRACUSE Join Date: Jan 2013 Posts: 4,033 Battle Record: 31-37 Champed - Write Night II - Alias Topical Tournament Rep Power: 4743544	GET $$$ FUCK BITCHES!!!!!!!!! __________________ UNIFIED THEORY

06-23-2014, 01:22 AM	#34
namix been that, done there. Join Date: Jun 2001 Posts: 2,260 Battle Record: 2-1 Accomplishments - OM HOF Rep Power: 85246652	lmfao wtf i been doing the every-other-week frequency on the board for a minute here, but every time i come on there is a more serious goodbye posted and more serious time pending. that trend is just a small reflection the overarching (and compounding) problem here. shit will just keep getting worse until you decide to (1) OWN IT, and (2) CHANGE. its really that simple... it's not just the law, it's life dude. you know there's no lack of love from my side pawtna. but classic songs on a broken record are the hardest to listen to and easiest to hate on... i DO wish you the best, but any decision to ride a downward spiral longer just brings you closer to the floor. The sooner you own it, the sooner you can change, the sooner you can write a book. Sure, they've been done a million times... why? because they haven't stopped selling. in 3 years you can still be young enough to connect with the audience as you do 'D.A.R.E.' speeches and book tours, and sell more books. or you can run - and never sell a book (less you give yourself away), only to watch netcees.co co-author your story on the pen-name Rawn M.D. Your choice, sir -- get rich, or get caught eventually :) __________________ well fed.

06-23-2014, 05:51 AM	#35
El Muffin DOHpe since 02' Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Surrounded by white ppl Posts: 14,693 Battle Record: 43-24 Champed - Netcees Battle League - 1-2 Punch Onslaught - 1-2 Punch League - Hot or Thot Roast - Hot or Thot 2018 - Fight Night 11 - NPL Roast Rep Power: 34230531	Ight broski. Im not here to judge. Wish you the best. Godspeed __________________ It’s like weed in Highschool- w/ the cans I’ll smoke you Bitch I floss . I Got the chain out to see like Constantinople

06-23-2014, 02:16 PM	#36
Frank Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2001 Posts: 3,228 Champed - NWL Season 2 - Art of Writing League (5x) - Lime Green Poetry Association - AOWL Season 6 - AOWL Season 10 Rep Power: 3853343	Netcees will be around when you get out of Prison __________________ *VETWORK*

06-27-2014, 06:40 PM	#40
Rawn MD Get MacDon Join Date: Dec 1969 Posts: 2,168 Battle Record: 3-7 Accomplishments - OM HOF Rep Power: 0	Ive attained legal councel by the lawyer who represented me originally... and we all greatly under estimated the duration of time i would have spent inside GREATLY thank god i didnt turn myself in yet. __________________ FFC>FCC A. bove T. he R. est