im on the beat!

[Abakus]

check me on the beat i spit the deepest penmanship
while others got degrees i took a street apprenticeship
ill be the evangelion of this neon genesis
where the dealers empty clips at what they deem as threatening
its time to leave my premises because i need my medicine
ill probably reach for wannabe gs that constantly speak of peng and piff
reminiscent of a scene in an unscripted dreamscape
were we create the themes in a convincing screenplay
im drunk and i seem blazed my lungs gotta mean ache
my brains freaking out about how funky this weed tastes
and still i cant seem to grasp the good things in each day
such an extreme pain adjusting to these states
of mind that i suffer in weak frames its cliched
how everything is relative but nothing is premade
ive had enough im sick of stressing stuck in this heat wave
ill lather up a spinning record just for a clean break