Brain Sick...

[Exis]

Ayo,

She's obsessive, she needs him
Yet surpresses her feelings
Ella stares out a window that's drenched as an expressionless being
With her index finger she writes a message
That'll get deleted after several seconds of leavin' it
It says "I'm gonna end shit this evenin"
Wishin' the pane of glass she stands before would shatter completely
& she gets shredded to pieces
See Ella is broken hearted,
But the guy she thinks her heart is broken over really doesn't exist
It's just a friggin' fiction figure she's done made up in her wig
Deluded, confused
Girl moves to the bathroom removin' both shoes
Stumbles her way down the hall she finally makes it to bed
Where she falls awkwardly backwards on to the matress all bent
Reaches across with her right hand
To grab a knife from the night stand
Transfers it to her left in one action
Like she's ambidextrous but hasn't
Fuckin' realized she isn't, the ceilin' is spinnin'
Ella's feelin' weird, really different
She's clearly not with it, her doctor's in need of a visit
He always pray the outlook gets brighter
Even though it's the middle of winter
Ella can hear the rain beltin' down as the electricity flickers
Gettin' ready to fatally go, she puts the blade to her throat
Doesn't understand she's embracin' a ghost
As she's erased in one stroke
Just like Ex does to bitches when he leaves 'em dead with a written
The only outcome achievable is where you end as the victim
Pity you can't ask Ella 'bout this here as she actually knows
What it is literally like to be fuckin' played by ones dome.