yoyoyoyo i aint know how to end this so i didnt

[Geno]

somebody pinch me, shit seems like a dream
while i free fall from rooftops, and convincingly scream
i mean, this cant be life, i beg of you all
lie to me if it is, and if it isnt -i guess im a fraud
my life is a nightmare, its normal, id like you to see
and understand how sweet dreams are more frightening to me
so when life intervenes, i smoke at least a pack at a time
coughing up blood, choking on it, hacking, im fine
theres nothing id rather do than die, get cancer and drugs
and somehow, live to tell you about the damage it does
but here i am, struggling with none of those things
contemplating painting the wall, same color as brains
but i aint gotta gun, shells, or any of that
just a car i cant drive, need a ride, with no friends i can ask