Week 3 chat and predictions

[Witty]

I hope you die of aids dick.

[PancakeBrah]

I'm not dying.

I've actually switched to working out in the morning as opposed to late at night. Woke up @ 5:45 everyday. Sober all week. Killed it at the gym. Early to work everyday. Doing my school shit on time. Eating healthy as fuck. Ran twice. Overall this has probably been one of the best weeks I've had in a year in terms of pure self improvement. But it's Friday. I'm bored and I just want to buy a bottle of Jack, get shitfaced, play some games, and maybe write something.

But then my progress would all be for naught.

I must fight these demons. Oh lawd, pls give me tha strength.

[Rawn MD]

i hope the fox gets mange and dies

[Witty]

Originally Posted by El Pancake

I'm not dying.

I've actually switched to working out in the morning as opposed to late at night. Woke up @ 5:45 everyday. Sober all week. Killed it at the gym. Early to work everyday. Doing my school shit on time. Eating healthy as fuck. Ran twice. Overall this has probably been one of the best weeks I've had in a year in terms of pure self improvement. But it's Friday. I'm bored and I just want to buy a bottle of Jack, get shitfaced, play some games, and maybe write something.

But then my progress would be all for naught.

I must fight these demons. Oh lawd, pls give me tha strength.

This week I have been slowly falling deeper and deeper into depression, drinking and taking drugs while all the time convincing myself that I am doing it because it is fun and I like it even though really it's just because when I am sober I hurt too much and I am not strong enough to feel that kind of pain, and when I mix drugs and alcohol that feeling gets replaced with a warm fuzzy feeling which makes everything seem ok.

I have said too much.

[dyedinthewool]

Originally Posted by El Pancake

Sweat out that evil, hun.

Nothing brings you closer to Valhalla than that last set whilst hungover. The bar slipping your grip but you say "NAY! NOT TODAY, IRON" and you respond by locking out like the viking lord you strive to reveal yourself to be everyday. Light bends in on itself. Sweat melts into dry skin. The very chakra you're channeling to lift those stupid heavy weights rips through your chest and yells at you to not be a pussy. You finish. Reality returns. You look around and realize you control everything. Lifting or running whilst hungover. The touch of God.

You understand me? Quit bellyaching and embrace the sheer ridiculousness of the situation you put yourself in. YOLO.

God that was powerful. And while I did indeed have that moment of clarity on the seated leg press....it took me 3 minutes to get into my car. I should just leave the evil alone next time maybe? I forget when I start moscow mulin :/

O.o

You've inspired me. Tomorrow morning I shall take a spinning class in your honor!

[Certain]

Progress: You had a good start, but the finish was a bit pat. Mostly, the problem was you weren't very interesting. I know you have more potential than this.

Alcohol: Despite all the sloppiness and errors, this was one of the most fascinating things I've seen in a while. You made me want to live, truly live.

Vote: Alcohol

[PancakeBrah]

Originally Posted by Witty

This week I have been slowly falling deeper and deeper into depression, drinking and taking drugs while all the time convincing myself that I am doing it because it is fun and I like it even though really it's just because when I am sober I hurt too much and I am not strong enough to feel that kind of pain, and when I mix drugs and alcohol that feeling gets replaced with a warm fuzzy feeling which makes everything seem ok.

I have said too much.

[Witty]

Originally Posted by dyedinthewool

God that was powerful. And while I did indeed have that moment of clarity on the seated leg press....it took me 3 minutes to get into my car. I should just leave the evil alone next time maybe? I forget when I start moscow mulin :/

O.o

You've inspired me. Tomorrow morning I shall take a spinning class in your honor!

Why are you invisible and how?

[dyedinthewool]

Originally Posted by El Pancake

I'm not dying.

I've actually switched to working out in the morning as opposed to late at night. Woke up @ 5:45 everyday. Sober all week. Killed it at the gym. Early to work everyday. Doing my school shit on time. Eating healthy as fuck. Ran twice. Overall this has probably been one of the best weeks I've had in a year in terms of pure self improvement. But it's Friday. I'm bored and I just want to buy a bottle of Jack, get shitfaced, play some games, and maybe write something.

But then my progress would be all for naught.

I must fight these demons. Oh lawd, pls give me tha strength.

Amen amen!!! Imma pray for you! It feels good to be productive and leave negativity sometimes. Working out and eating right feel like rewards. Lately all I've done is zone everything and everyone out. Unless I'm having an awesome conversation. Last night I finally enjoyed myself. Would it be fair to say enjoy tonight and continue this path of positive energy the following morning?

[dyedinthewool]

Originally Posted by Witty

This week I have been slowly falling deeper and deeper into depression, drinking and taking drugs while all the time convincing myself that I am doing it because it is fun and I like it even though really it's just because when I am sober I hurt too much and I am not strong enough to feel that kind of pain, and when I mix drugs and alcohol that feeling gets replaced with a warm fuzzy feeling which makes everything seem ok.

I have said too much.

Don't be doing those things that's not good for you. Especially once the feeling of them go away ;/

[dyedinthewool]

Originally Posted by Certain

Progress: You had a good start, but the finish was a bit pat. Mostly, the problem was you weren't very interesting. I know you have more potential than this.

Alcohol: Despite all the sloppiness and errors, this was one of the most fascinating things I've seen in a while. You made me want to live, truly live.

Vote: Alcohol

Tsk tsk

[PancakeBrah]

I've done that a few times. The problem is it's really just an excuse and usually leads to more 'unproductive' behavior.

I've started many a night of drinking by saying 'you've kicked ass this week. You deserve one night, but after this you're done for a few months'. I then fuck up my sleep schedule, put off lifting, and just generally watch Netflix for days on end.

Still might do it. The internal struggle/debate I'm having is not so dissimilar to the great racial debates of one Martin Luther King.

[Certain]

Originally Posted by dyedinthewool

Tsk tsk

[Witty]

Originally Posted by dyedinthewool

Don't be doing those things that's not good for you. Especially once the feeling of them go away ;/

Originally Posted by Witty

Why are you invisible and how?

[dyedinthewool]

There is an option on everyone's profile I believe?

[Witty]

wtf where?

[dyedinthewool]

I have been in a sage Francis mood all week....anyone else?

[dyedinthewool]

In one of the settings

[Witty]

HAH FOUND IT.

I'M LIKE FUCKING CASPER BITCCCHHHHHESSSS

[PancakeBrah]

Fuck it.

Emotional open mic on deck t-minus 5 hours I'm guessing.