im considering suicide...

[Immolate]

good luck out there ouch. i don't think you're a bad guy. don't kill yourself broski. everything could change in an instant. you could win the lotto tomorrow. or maybe get hit by a drunk driver. just leave it to fate

every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around.

i just think if you are a good person witha good attitude, good things will happen. do you think i'm naïve

[Geno]

Originally Posted by Immolate

i just think if you are a good person witha good attitude, good things will happen.

I actually agree with this

[Urban Dialect]

Originally Posted by Genocide

I actually agree with this

life will shit on you for no reason
blind sided by bullshit daily
positivity turns to anxiety,
no matter how good it going it's always... "Wait for it....."
and then it drops,
never fails
prolonged periods with no bullshit only leads to paranoia
now your scared.
nervous, doing the speed limit because you know you're a target, fucking up traffic during rush hour
now you start feeling like a coward
what the Fuck you scared of?

[Pakistani Hand Cannon]

Originally Posted by Urban Dialect

life will shit on you for no reason
blind sided by bullshit daily
positivity turns to anxiety,
no matter how good it going it's always... "Wait for it....."
and then it drops,
never fails
prolonged periods with no bullshit only leads to paranoia
now your scared.
nervous, doing the speed limit because you know you're a target, fucking up traffic during rush hour
now you start feeling like a coward
what the Fuck you scared of?

You good though bruddah?

[Geno]

Originally Posted by Urban Dialect

life will shit on you for no reason
blind sided by bullshit daily
positivity turns to anxiety,
no matter how good it going it's always... "Wait for it....."
and then it drops,
never fails
prolonged periods with no bullshit only leads to paranoia
now your scared.
nervous, doing the speed limit because you know you're a target, fucking up traffic during rush hour
now you start feeling like a coward
what the Fuck you scared of?

I quite honestly have no idea what your talkin bout bruh

[Ouch]

Originally Posted by Urban Dialect

life will shit on you for no reason
blind sided by bullshit daily
positivity turns to anxiety,
no matter how good it going it's always... "Wait for it....."
and then it drops,
never fails
prolonged periods with no bullshit only leads to paranoia
now your scared.
nervous, doing the speed limit because you know you're a target, fucking up traffic during rush hour
now you start feeling like a coward
what the Fuck you scared of?

I completely get what he's saying. He's saying even when you think/know things are going well in the back if your mind you know its going to get worse. @Urban Dialect


and at @Immolate i'm not really going to kill myself, i'm not even going to read what I wrote in this original message... because it'd be embarrassing probably. Things aren't bad, i'm financially stable... like nothing weird happened. Take care of my daughter and hold my weight financially always.

But every once in awhile, well actually I remind myself how bad I fucked up and dug a hole for myself everyday. Its only on the rare bad days that I get really mad/upset with myself and others for it happening.

its all good.