Who are you really ?

[Hush]

Be honest.

[Destroyer]

I have been

[Destroyer]

But like if you mean in the grand scheme, nobody
No one is, really, on a long enough timeline, which is weird
Also on the scale of the universe in which we live, I’m laughably inconsequential. Not from MY perspective, obviously, but certainly when viewed objectively.

[uh-oh]

Im a balding bearded toothless hooligan that fixes dents and rust on other peoples cars, and spends my free time in my room playing video games, consuming too much porn, and fucking the occasional escort or lately college ho's who don't view what they do as prostitution since they meet people like me on seekingarrangement instead of backpage lmao

but thats pretty much it. my life is the same everyday pretty much. do nothing but work all week, watch shitty tv shows and youtube videos, and on the weekends play video games and get into the deepest levels of perversion possible

ive been holding off honestly, like it used to be 2 weekends a month i'd fuck with ho's but recently its been like 1 weekend every few months. i've just descended into like 5 hour wackoff sessions with my htc vive VR porn and just regular HD porn and shit. there is so much now its ridiculous, with manyvids and cam models and instagram whores, to regular amateur porn and even the big company porn shit. i've fallen in deep

too real?

[veritas]

Portal Guardian.

[Strikta]

I manage the dairy department of a grocery store, & am a raging alcoholic & drug addict constantly trying to keep the demons at bay.

[Diode]

A failure.

[~RustyGunZ~]

When can you talk this week?

Throwing the podcast y’all did up today on the channel

I’ll leave my answer to this for when we talk cus I get what this thread is about in context to that

[Hush]

Originally Posted by Destroyer

But like if you mean in the grand scheme, nobody
No one is, really, on a long enough timeline, which is weird
Also on the scale of the universe in which we live, I’m laughably inconsequential. Not from MY perspective, obviously, but certainly when viewed objectively.

What are ur defining qualities and characteristics

[Hush]

Originally Posted by uh-oh

Im a balding bearded toothless hooligan that fixes dents and rust on other peoples cars, and spends my free time in my room playing video games, consuming too much porn, and fucking the occasional escort or lately college ho's who don't view what they do as prostitution since they meet people like me on seekingarrangement instead of backpage lmao

but thats pretty much it. my life is the same everyday pretty much. do nothing but work all week, watch shitty tv shows and youtube videos, and on the weekends play video games and get into the deepest levels of perversion possible

ive been holding off honestly, like it used to be 2 weekends a month i'd fuck with ho's but recently its been like 1 weekend every few months. i've just descended into like 5 hour wackoff sessions with my htc vive VR porn and just regular HD porn and shit. there is so much now its ridiculous, with manyvids and cam models and instagram whores, to regular amateur porn and even the big company porn shit. i've fallen in deep

too real?

I love you


Exactly what I wanted to hear


Be uh oh netcees

[Geno]

Ya. Thats me

[Objective]

I'm painfully average and fuck up every huge exciting and new opportunity I get to the point of unemployment time and time again. Even at the smallest sense of an obstacle I fuck off rather than dealing with it if things come in the way of doing what I want to do. I smoke weed, done MDMA (once) and drink a bunch of alcohol despite being on NDRIs which always fucks me up in weird ways that can't be compared to when I'm off them. On paper it shouldn't fuck with my brain too much but it sure as hell feels like it and it excites me in a dangerous self destructive way which in itself is a form of escapism. Every day is a constant battle of not doing something stupid or over working myself into getting myself in new potentially dangerous and/or financially bad situations. I'm a board game/video game addict by day and play with fire at night, balance and stability feels weird and foreign.

[TeckNeek]

the fucking man... thats who.

[veritas]

Originally Posted by Objective

I'm painfully average and fuck up every huge exciting and new opportunity I get to the point of unemployment time and time again. Even at the smallest sense of an obstacle I fuck off rather than dealing with it if things come in the way of doing what I want to do. I smoke weed, done MDMA (once) and drink a bunch of alcohol despite being on NDRIs which always fucks me up in weird ways that can't be compared to when I'm off them. On paper it shouldn't fuck with my brain too much but it sure as hell feels like it and it excites me in a dangerous self destructive way which in itself is a form of escapism. Every day is a constant battle of not doing something stupid or over working myself into getting myself in new potentially dangerous and/or financially bad situations. I'm a board game/video game addict by day and play with fire at night, balance and stability feels weird and foreign.

If there was only one thing you could change that would make your life better what would it be?

[bleak]

I probably think too highly of myself when it comes to skill in subjects I'm interested in.

I probably think too lowly of myself in every other way

[DMS]

I am who I know I am but who are you?
Let’s be honest here, I can’t know anyone else is conscious or that I’m the original conscious being I was before.
I feel I think I’m better than others and smarter cus of my writing, or at least I do sometimes. I feel AGT is bullshit when it comes to rapping because every kid on there sucks at writing. At 13 learning to rap is easy. Creativity, storytelling, multis, all technical skills and a formula for a dope song imo.

[DMS]

Who knows if I’m actually a 20 year old college student, could be a 13 year old Catholic or 40 something in a midlife crisis

[TeckNeek]

Originally Posted by DMS

Who knows if I’m actually a 20 year old college student, could be a 13 year old Catholic or 40 something in a midlife crisis

your a 0 Year Old Faggot STFU

[Hush]

@Amen I choose you

[bleak]

Originally Posted by DMS

I am who I know I am but who are you?
Let’s be honest here, I can’t know anyone else is conscious or that I’m the original conscious being I was before.
I feel I think I’m better than others and smarter cus of my writing, or at least I do sometimes. I feel AGT is bullshit when it comes to rapping because every kid on there sucks at writing. At 13 learning to rap is easy. Creativity, storytelling, multis, all technical skills and a formula for a dope song imo.

Ur 13 bro?