E cigs, black n milds, and cigs

[uh-oh]

cigs help me creatively. but it could just be leveling me out. when im making beats i chainsmoke like crazy, but it could just be because whenever i make beats i smoke, so if i start my brain is like SMOKE. kind of like after a meal. i don't know if the after the meal smoke is good on its own, or its good because i've made a habit of it.

either way it helps me focus. i know that weirdo stephen king cites them as helping him focus when writing as well

but again, maybe its just because as a smoker, if your not smoking its in the back of your mind distracting you? who knows

as it stands, i'd never smoke if i didnt already pick it up. but since i already picked it up i enjoy it too much, and i know how the road ends. not being able to breathe and strangling to death in a hospital bed between 50-70. if you dont stroke out or get a heart attack. but there is always the slim chance you live a full life even if you do smoke. and im sure every smoker thinks they'll be that guy. i'm resigned to my fate

lifes WEIRD. do what you like. everyones life will end someday.