i've come to the conclusion i am not happy.

[dull boy]

Originally Posted by Dr Dog

maybe not

I've been in a few couple ruts like this

one time I dragged my depressed sweatpants wearing ass to my friends cabin in NH for a 2 day party thing. met this girl who was super into me, kept hitting me up to hang out & I kinda snapped out of it because I had something to do all of a sudden

when I changed colleges, didnt find a crew i meshed with for two semesters. all of a sudden I started doing all the shit I missed out on because it was like I had that extra nudge to go do it

idk. something about involving yourself in other peoples lives makes you more involved in your own

it's a hack not a solution

This is what Ive generally done through-out my life. It's as if I don't care about myself as an individual. Happiness only real when shared.