i've come to the conclusion i am not happy.

[Split Eight]

Uh-oh doesn't have everything he wants. He doesn't want anything. When you don't believe what you want is possible, you have to separate yourself from your desires to stay sane. Uh-oh, unfortunately, has succeeded in this. Now he doesn't want what he cannot have. And what he has, he's had for quite some time now.

So he doesn't want things and feels empty.

It's like being complacent without the smugness.

If you *want* to want things, you have to expose yourself to new ideas and possibilities. You have to allow yourself to pursue what you want.