im losing my mind bros/dear diary

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im a paint tech/apprentice bodyman. i basically make cars look how they're supposed to after suburban white girls get in fender benders lol

but i only make 350 us dollars a week after taxes, this chunk is from my pops. i've been supporting him this past year while he has been unemployed and not getting paid by workmans comp after a workplace injury

after a bunch of court they decided he was due compensation for this past year, and paid him 22 g's or some shit, his lawyer took a big chunk, and he threw me 5, my sister 1, and kept 10.

but word



this is what 5 g's looks like in the dirty working hands of a dirt person

i cant even fan it out to show every bill

i dunno how you rich dudes do it yo. i make 3 of these basically every week fucking working my ass off 40+hours

now i got 50 at once like WTF