Thoughts of rebecca

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This piece is supposed to be the thought thst Rebecca sedwick had before she killed herself. I knew her personally, we lived in the same area. I dont know exactly what she was thinking but I tried my best. Hope you like it

Thoughts of rebecca:
I've been bullied most of my life,being called a whore and a slut
They tell me I should kill my self,I've had more than enough
I've switched schools,it still happens no matter where I'm at
Why am I treated like this? I don't deserve it,is my appearance bad?
They tell me I'm ugly and i'm starting to believe its true
Do you know how hard it is when no one believes in you?
Suicide seems nice,my only relief is pain
God never helps,even when I scream his name
From what I've seen, there really is no way to escape
Home isn't safe,on the internet they hate and they hate
I'm hatin my face,what can I do to finally look pretty
I pile on the make up but I still feel like I look shitty
After the things they've told me the pain ensued
I need out,I can't keep going there's no makin do
I can't take it! Suicides the only way out!
No one cares,do you hear the things that they shout?
I hate life! Death is a much better option than torture
I need an escape,there could be nothing more worse
I need to leave this hell,so I walk till I find my jumping spot
Only tellin one friend,even he can't stop me from jumping off
Just to ready my self I text him "I can't take it,I'm jumping"
Then I leap to my death,after I'm dead maybe they'll love me