About to try quitting cigarettes. Wish me luck bros.

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veritas i was bored yesterday

you should be honored i wanted to exchange wits with you

but on a more serious note, when i was going to a therapist they tried to make me blame my parents too. i don't get it. is that something from the books you guys read? because i have no anger or bad blood with my parents. i love them both. my dad is my best friend, my mom is cool as shit, i just wish she didnt worry about me so much.

but word i am a man, i shoulder my burdens and mistakes in life to the fullest, i don't like how you guys (therapist/psycho types) want me to pass blame onto someone else for mistakes i made myself. it was me who walked in the front door of school while my mom watched to make sure i went in, it was me who walked out the back door sneakily. it was me who got into fights and tainted my soul with the sorrow i feel for the hurts i inflicted on people.

those are my main regrets. dropping out, and the memory of all the people i've hurt physically