Fancy Clown

[Problumatic]

on the low you had hurt me, you were family to me/
So every time I'm staring at you, can't manage to speak/
sit in the winners circle? Or stand in defeat?/
the damage is deep...what's there even left to say?/
Focused on my issues, I get drunk, stare n' gaze/
I get numb, careless waste/
mindless drugs, share the taste/
Ride a buzz, try to bluff, size it up fair n' straight/
Let you treat me like a fancy clown, treat me like a hand me down, hoping I forget, by the sec you pull them panties down/
you had all me hyped up! While Thinking that you can be down/
I was lying to myself cause you were lying to me/
Knowin' you stand me up, so why you lying with me?/
Had me drunk off ya love now I'm buying ya weed/
Shitt..I'll never make that mistake again/
Savor this hate within, taking a taste of gin/
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Be patient with me - potential's my greatest catch/
If I don't I catch greatness, potential's their greatest laugh/
I got 21 questions, I need none of em' answered/
How you "shuffle" thru responses, you becoming a dancer/
Tell you the truth man..this becoming the standard/
I'm "the rapper"..that explains why she done with the "chances"/