having serious thoughts toeards going extra hard and doing something i shouldnt to gain finance

[Geno]

Tough times call for tough decision making. If youve ever had your back in the corner and felt the need to go stupid hard, then im sure you understand. Speaking more so to my reals g's. Not you self proclaimed idiots that have had asilver spoon lifeste since birth. Yall know who i mean and dont mean.

Some reL shit. The new year is coming, as is feb 2nd. The day i go to court and 95% sure i will leave in cuffs and not be out for a while without the help of a well known and high priced lawyer who ive already met with. My public pretender already talking plea copping. Gonna lose my license. Car insurance most likely lapse. Job gone. Child support climbs while im away, also causing abothr innevitable court date concerning more jail time when i finish thia sentence.. if not before im released causing an i crease unless i can find a time served/concurrent ruling un my favor.. which is doubtful.

My time is coming. Headgasket trouble ontop of all this. Ourboy is walking a fine line between maintaining composure and not giv g a fuck -and really meaning when i say it. Majority of you have no idea what thus sort of situation feels like.. but to my small few who do, and have been i. Similar circumstances as i am.. pray for ya boy. If you believe in such a thing, that is.

Brig it on trolls. I know your headed this way. But real comments are what im looking for here