self realization.

[Clayray]

I'm trying to hard to be complicated
in my verses
using words i don't use in person but
is it all worth it?
Hoping i can mimic the likes of dead
cake or vulgar
with my simple style i could crack a smile
on a dead faced solider.
Speaking with conviction to get the
point across
to me is better than renditions of
metaphors to solve
but i don't know it all.
I'ts seeming to me that i can write
absurd phrases
with no meaning & they'll look deeper
into it like "it's amazin"

like...like

I have brushes with death at least
twice a day
like novice hygienist using bleach for
tooth decay.
Rolling a blunt filled with reality so
could you face it?
i'm into making statements just
hoping that i make it.
I'm off crystal head looking to bag me
a top model
into getting bread & cracking skulls
like a dropped bottle