the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else

[Just Write]

She said that she loved me; childhood note with a box checked.
Played ring-around-the-rosie, since pacifiers and pog sets
She's always been emotionally offset. My bi-polar princess
But when i see her i disipate into her solar existence.
No resisting, she instantly stole my heart from my chest.
If I was the target, cupids marksmanship never harbored neglect
When we were 10, Carved J+M in an oak tree with a carpenters pen
....It's those little details that im finding are hard to forget.
Partial regret. I know, enough posts, but im just starting to vent
So i'll Spark another marlboro n' try to let go of everything spent
Like the years, and how quickly they went, & how wasted they were
Affection was tainted with hatred, replacing what was sacred and pure
I just want someone to take it and make it a blurr
Cause containing this pain is like living in sickness with no claimable cure
Don't Label me, first try to see the pain i'm describing
Or maybe you canrelate & know a way to survive this..



Ill feed some pieces tonight, ya'll know im good for it.