happy birthday to me

[Just Write]

If i offered to pay, would you off me today?
No need for a hospital, a coffin or grave
All the options ive made, have pushed me over the edge
Now all i hope for is death and it's sweet embrace.
i can't even escape this ocean of debt
I'm prone to neglect, so no need for sorrow.
i'm here today but tomorrow who knows
My scars are old. They've carry the weight
Of all the sins ive committed, hidden & buried in shame
Ive admittedly came close to ending it all
But i got a bitch of an ex and my kid thats involved.
I guess ive began to evolve and grow as a dad
Just yet to determine any goals or a plan
So im holdin it in, every emotion i can
And hoping being another year older will mold me into a man.

@JustWrite